Sado-Ship

Marcus van Heller

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I

“How many of you did you say there were—I mean with you on this trip?”

Karen Tom, her long black hair cascading over her shoulders and down her back, sat naked on the edge of his bed. Waiting.

“Three,” she said softly.

The young man across the room who was seated in a flimsy wood and canvas chair and who was struggling clumsily to pull his tight trousers over his tan wing-tip-shoed feet smiled nervously, grunted, and searched his mind for another question to continue the appearance of conversation. Finally, giving up the struggle, his trousers and shorts twisted hopelessly about his ankles, he leaned forward to untie his shoes.

“Goddam tight pants,” he said, forcing a little laugh to accompany his words. “Nothing but a pain in the ass.”

“But they look good,” Karen ventured. Then, hoping to encourage him, she added: “Very sexy.”

The young man said nothing. But his face reddened. And his cock stiffened a bit more.

Karen noticed. She was hoping for the best and every fraction of an inch that he could add to his equipment kindled a disproportionate increase in her desire. She and two other girls, Helen and Linda, had planned this vacation for almost a year; now, here they were: on board the ship that was to take them from the dreariness of their jobs in Los Angeles to two weeks of fun and excitement in the Caribbean. At least that was what the travel folders said. Karen wasn't convinced. She was becoming increasingly aware that men were only men, and that wasn't enough. She had lost track of the number of men she had slept with, but every one had systematically disappointed her. She often wondered how other women dealt with the same crushing disappointment. Her mother, for instance. A tired little Chinese lady helping her tired little Chinese husband in their tired little Chinese grocery store in the middle of the largest black ghetto in San Francisco: how had she suppressed the wracking sexual desires that Karen felt, and that Karen was sure her mother must have felt at least some time in the past?

A shoe hit the floor. Then another. Then the sound of keys and loose change jangling in his pocket as the young man across the room finally succeeded in removing his trousers. Karen was distracted from her thoughts. The afternoon sun streamed in through the porthole and warmed her. Well, she thought, perhaps this one will be different. Perhaps.

He was standing up now, barely two feet away from her. This young vice-principal of an Arizona junior high school who thought he had “picked her up” in the bar at noon when, in fact, she had done most of the work—this young vice-principal was now posing for her, a mixture of pride and embarrassment on his face, an unmixed attitude of arrogance in the rearing rigid prick that swayed slightly from side to side in front of his flat white belly.

Karen's stomach felt suddenly queasy. The prick was beautiful: long and straight, but, more importantly, it was thick. Little blue veins pulsed from the rush of blood that was filling the excited member; the purplish head was smooth and shiny, the scar-like seam along the underside was stretched as tightly as possible, the heavy balls hanging below snuggled closer together as the pouch that contained them contracted slightly. It was gorgeous. All she could ever hope for. Maybe this would finally be the one. Maybe. But deep inside she was afraid—afraid he would be no different from the rest.

“Ready?” he asked. She opened her arms and pulled him to her as she lowered herself down onto the bed. Not another conscious word was said.

They kissed, and as their tongues met and played with each other, his fingers found her breasts. They were large and firm, particularly for one as tiny as she, and her heavy dark nipples spread back in ever-lightening coloration so that in all they constituted a ringlet the size of a silver dollar. At the very tip the little buttons were in pebble-hard erection, and when his fingertips casually brushed them a shudder rippled through her. She felt her cunt tingling with the warmth of her juices. It was happening fast. Maybe this one would be different.

She reached down between their pressing bodies and lightly wrapped her little fingers around his throbbing organ. Very delicately, very carefully, she played with it; the object was to excite him, but not too much—and to keep him from entering her too soon. Her breathing was already becoming abnormal and her thighs and abdomen were warm and nervously tense.

He lowered his head, kissing her neck, then her shoulder, moving slowly lower and lower. In his lips, then gently with the edges of his front teeth, he took the very tip of one of her nipples. Karen gasped. Then, still holding the erect little button lightly between his teeth, he poked at it and licked it with the rough tip of his dry tongue. She moaned. It was low and deep and long and uncontrollable. Her fingers tightened automatically on the precious rod, hard and erect, between their bellies. She pulled on it, pumped it, and squeezed it more than she might have wanted to, but the ravenous desire for it that was building up inside her drove her on. Now he sucked the whole nipple into his mouth. He opened wider and gorged himself on as much of the buttery softness as he could cram between his hungry lips. And Karen cried out faintly and felt her legs and buttocks begin to squirm. The lips of her cunt were drooling now, and the ridges of hair that lined them were cool and wet with her moisture.

The young man pushed against her more tightly, forcing one of his legs between hers and turning her onto her back.

“No. Wait...” Karen gasped, fighting back the need for him that was overwhelming her. “Please... wait. Just a minute.”

And, as if to pacify him until she was ready, she pumped harder and faster on his cock and lowered her other hand whose fingers fluttered teasingly, caressing his balls, fondling and squeezing them. Her heart was thumping, her stomach churning; her legs twitched involuntarily; her buttocks squirmed and pressed down hard against the mattress; her back tensed and arched; her head rolled loosely to one side. He began to press again, to force himself between her legs. And she wanted him. She desired him more than seemed possible.

Karen released her grip on his penis and wrapped her arms up and tightly about his back as she spread her legs wide for him. ”

He moved his body between her thighs, then reached down, gripping a cheek of her buttocks in each hand, and lifted her hips up off the bed. Then he paused. She was in his power, and he seemed to want to savor it. The gorgeous little body of this young Oriental girl was open to him. He felt her squirm in his hands, and he watched her head roll slowly from side to side on the bed of silky black hair beneath it, and he knew that she was not only open to him but that she was lost in her desperate need for him. He decided to take his time. Lifting her lower body still higher, he dug his fingers into the softness of her buttocks and watched her vagina open wider. Her legs were like stems of candle wax meeting at the apex of her desire. Where they came together there was a thickly quilted mat of glistening black hair crowning the marvelous pink slash of raw flesh, swimming now in lubrication. And in the middle of it, deep beneath the outer complex folds of skin, there was the tiny winking opening to the tube of all her lust. He pushed the dusky knob of his cock into the middle of that gleaming pit, then stopped just as he felt the slight resistance of the vaginal tunnel itself. He stopped. And he paused again.

Karen was becoming frantic. He was teasing her and she was filled with anger as well as desire.

“Oh... oh goddam it,” she gasped. Then she sobbed, “Oh please... please...” And her head turned back and forth, and her hands groped blindly for him to pull him in, and her legs thrashed and her hips began to hump at the air.

Then, very slowly, he slid his massiveness inside her. And she lost control.

Karen's legs shot out, then curled over and around his back as her boiling cunt sucked the long prick in. The slippery hot walls of her sex flexed wildly, clamping onto his rod, squeezing it tighter even than her hand had. The swirling pit resisted, but slowly he withdrew—then drove back deep inside. She was bucking and humping crazily now, her heels digging into the small of his back, her fists pounding frenziedly at his shoulders. She gurgled a half-coherent cry—“yes... ohhh... oh... oh... yes... yessss...”— that rose and fell with the rhythmic cadence of their fury. This was it, it was going to be it, Karen told herself; and tears of joy streamed down her cheeks to mingle with the glowing perspiration. The one word she kept repeating—“yes... yes... oh... oh God, yes... yes...”—was an affirmation of the giant climax she felt rumbling through her and picking up momentum as it approached the bursting point.

He stretched her as wide open as she could go now, and his sex crashed against hers with inhuman power and speed.

She felt his balls—“Oh God!” she thought, “his wonderful, marvelous, gorgeous balls!”—slapping against the downward curve of her buttocks each time he drove his fiery spike deep into the churning storm of her. Her stomach knotted. Her fingers tore at the flesh of his back. Her body trembled, then shook. She was shouting, babbling with uncontrollable joy. It was here... just a few more seconds...

Then she felt his body go stiff. His breathing stopped. And in the unearthly stillness the only sensation she felt—she, who was on the precipice of fulfillment—was the rapid contraction of his cock inside her as it pulsed hotly and disgorged its creamy substance. A few more seconds and he was gone. His massiveness had shriveled to nothing, and he rolled away and reached for a cigarette from the package near the side of the bed.

Karen lay there trembling, watching him. Her body was drawn taut as a bow, quivering on the edge of orgasm, but unable to proceed without him. Gradually, as a murderous anger rose in her, the sexual fury subsided. He was no different from any of the others.

She got to her feet, forcing herself not to look at him, and padded barefoot across the cabin toward the bathroom.

The young man watched her perfect spheres of buttocks wobbling from the stiffness of her purposeful stride. He took a lazy drag on his cigarette.

“Hey there... uh, Carol,” he said. “Was it good?”

She slammed the door behind her.

 

When she returned to retrieve her clothes and get dressed, Karen found the young man asleep. His cigarette was still burning in the ashtray beside the bed, and he was still naked, sprawled on top of the covers—his soft little penis slumbering peacefully against one thigh. The splash of sun, lowering quickly in the western sky, seemed to illuminate the chalky whiteness of his flesh; the limp, still-sticky penis and the twisted cluster of dull black pubic hair behind and above it appeared suddenly obscene and repulsive in the warm, peaceful sterility of the Pacific afternoon, but obscene and repulsive in a strangely attractive way. Instead of getting dressed immediately and leaving as she had intended, Karen dropped the underclothes she had begun to gather up and sat quietly on the bed next to him. He didn't move. She reached over and crushed out the burning cigarette, then turned her attention to the harmless little prick in his lap that, because of its impatience, had caused her such grief. Perhaps, she thought, there was a way of at least evening the score.

Karen took the rubbery cock in her dainty fingertips and examined it more closely. It was less than a fifth of its former size, and its shriveled, wrinkled, spongy texture was covered with a thick, slippery film. She bent forward and kissed the soft pink head, then nuzzled it warmly with her dry, cushiony lips. He moved slightly, mumbled something, and fell back into his exhausted stupor. She began to work seriously now—quietly, carefully, gently... but seriously.

She crept down to the foot of the bed and began with his toes, licking them, kissing and nipping around them, and caressing the sensitive arch with her soft lips and warm, moist tongue. Slowly, she moved higher: kissing his ankles, dragging her tongue over the swelling muscles of his calves, nipping at the sensitive skin and teasingly pulling at the sparse patches of hair with her teeth. Carefully, she licked the smooth flesh behind his knees. And she kept moving higher, taking agonizing lengths of time at each step, but moving closer, ever closer, to her inevitable goal.

The young man was awake now, but unable to move. His legs felt as though a million miniature flames were licking at them; they burned and stung and itched and trembled in eager expectancy as the trail of her hot breathing crept surely up the insides of his thighs and the fine wisps of hair that tumbled from her head caressed him as they followed close behind. There was a tingling sensation in his balls, and he felt his cock becoming gradually firmer, moving tiny fractions of an inch along his thigh as it swelled larger and larger. His legs moved instinctively wider apart as she dipped her head between his thighs and skimmed her tongue along the smooth, hairless flesh there. She was hovering near his crotch now, her breath warming the wrinkled pouch that lay vulnerably down and to one side. The responsive tenderness of the narrow valleys between his thighs and abdomen, where leg and pelvis joined, were next: she nuzzled and nipped and licked and kissed him there. And as she moved higher yet, to the plain of his hard, flat belly, she felt his prick growing firm and fat and stiff and pushing up against her chin; she lifted her head above it and gazed down at its thick white body, its smooth mauve head, and the narrow aperture at its tip stretching open wider and wider as the whole staff grew. Her glistening wet tongue slid smoothly between her parted lips and swiped once at the purple knob, then grooved slowly along the raw edges of the slit at the cock's tip. For the first time, the young man groaned and Karen knew he was awake. That knowledge, combined with the sharply bitter taste of his preliminary ooze that she licked from the tip of his prick, sent a shudder and a rasping hot sensation rippling through her; only then did she realize the depth of erotic emotion that had been building back up in her, as well as him, these past few minutes. Her mouth opened wide and her lips enclosed the throbbing bulb atop his organ. She sucked it gently and softly, like a baby nursing, meanwhile reaching a hand up to cradle and caress his balls. And now her own hips began to slowly grind, reacting to the steadily mounting passion of the moment.

The young vice-principal from Arizona was breathing in short gasps, his legs twitching uncontrollably, his pelvis shifting from side to side and pushing up trying to bury his cock in her throat....

The young Chinese girl felt the rumble of distant thunder in her loins for the second time that day, promising fulfillment... eventually. Perhaps. Pulling herself up onto her knees, her rump swaying hungrily behind her, she took care to lift her head away from his upward thrusting cock. Heat burned in her belly, but she was determined to be careful and calculating in each thing she did....

And for long moments they were locked in that tense battle; his cock pushing higher and higher —her mouth pulling further and further away.

Then, with an animal growl, she sucked him deep inside, forcing her face down into the thick mat of pubic hair at the base of his rod and swirling her tongue wildly around inside her mouth. She felt him quiver all over and begin to stiffen. Then she was gone.

He groaned in pain this time—the same pain of deprivation that she had felt earlier—and he struggled to a sitting position. But she gently pushed him back down, smiled reassuringly, and moved higher to straddle his body with her ivory-smooth thighs.

He relaxed, the immediacy of his need gone, but the promise of her squatting over him and slowly lowering herself upon his rearing spear was enough to rekindle his response.

Karen eased herself down. The thick head of his cock squeezed into the pursed mouth of her cunt, then slowly slid deeper... and deeper... and deeper inside. She rolled her hips in big round undulations, taking care not to bring him back to a peak too soon; then she shifted to long, smooth up-and-down motions, riding his staff out until only the tip nuzzled the lips of her twat, then back down until her cunt seemed almost to swallow him whole. Her own rapidly mounting desire had to be controlled, for if she moved too fast or too excitedly she was sure he would come in an instant.

The semen burbled in the base of his rod. The cock quivered and trembled and swelled to its maximum thickness. The young man's fingers dug into the bed's covers; his eyes closed; his thighs tensed and stiffened; his back arched....

And she was gone again.

A cool breeze wafted past his throbbing prick, drying it, calming it, settling it. Karen stopped blowing on it only when she saw the pulsing veins recede and the throbbing muscles relax. Again, his face twisted in anger, he started to get up. But again she successfully urged him back down, catching his mouth with hers and forcing his head back as she locked him in a deep kiss and embrace.

“Just a minute,” she whispered when she lifted her lips from his. Her eyes blazed. “I'm not finished... and I want this to be the best,” she cooed.

He relaxed, and Karen slid back down to where his cock had retreated to a state of semi-rigidity though the labored state of his breathing gave the lie to the apparent calm.

She was aflame. Her empty cunt streamed with moisture; her nipples were frozen in rigidity; her bowels groaned with a passion on the razor-edge of release. She knelt back between his legs and leaned forward, guiding her firm round tits to either side of his hardness. They enveloped it like thick gusts of amber smoke—and caressed and rubbed and massaged the member back to life again. But as it grew, pulsing with excitement in the midst of her billowy flesh, her own orgasm finally crested. It was a tidal wave that had been building from the first hint of sex earlier that afternoon and was now a raging fury poised on the pinpoint of the moment. A gasp... turning to a high-pitched whine... burst from her. Her loins contracted; the lips of her cunt shivered; the first spasm hit just as the young man between her tits again reached the beginnings of his climax. But she released him and fell back onto the bed, her whole being wracked with the agonizing joy of the giant orgasm that held her... gripped her... shook her... wrung her dry....

His prick quivered on end for a moment and then, for the third time, relaxed—unfulfilled—despite the seething agitation in his belly. While Karen, inches away, violently shook and cried as the tempest of her climax held. And held. And held....

Finally, her body drained, the moist glow of satisfaction drying on her cheeks, Karen climbed from the bed and began dressing. She didn't look at him. He didn't say a word to her.

But when she turned to go, her eyes caught sight of what she had expected to see: the young junior high school vice-principal from Arizona who had been too impatient to wait for her earlier, was frantically and unashamedly jerking off. As she opened the door to leave she heard him grunt; a final glance caught his face wracked with the intensity of orgasm while a stream of white come splattered all over the bed.

Karen closed the door quietly this time. She was no longer angry.

II

Sometimes Helen found it hard to believe that she was really on a ship. She had been on one only once before—when she was a little girl living in New Jersey, she and her parents had taken a vacation to Europe and had traveled across the Atlantic on a French ship—but that, she had assured herself ever since, would be the last time. She had been sick for the entire voyage and no medication had had any effect; her parents became so worried, in fact, that in Paris they canceled the return journey on the ship and flew home. Never, never again, they all vowed. And the haunting memories of that trip plagued every preparation she made with Karen and Linda for this one.

But, as the other girls and the travel agent insisted it would be, this sailing was different. It was only the second day out, but both days had been perfect. It was early afternoon and she and Karen were stretched out peacefully in deck chairs as the ship cut smoothly through the calm water. The closest sound was the lazy lapping of the ocean at the ship's graceful bow; the most immediate view was the brilliant sapphire sky overhead; and the only smell was of tart salt air mixed with suntan lotion—and of heat, the indescribable but overwhelmingly comforting smell of crisp, clean heat. She reached for the perspiring glass beside her, crinkling her nose and squinting her unshaded eyes against a sudden glare of sun brought on by shifting her position, then reached to lightly touch Karen's arm that draped over the chair next to her.

“You awake?” she asked. Her voice seemed so small in the apparent endlessness of the environment that she repeated the question almost without pause. “Karen? Are you awake?”

“Um hmmmm...” came the lazy reply. Then, after a second or two: “What is it?” The Chinese girl turned to her companion, shielding her eyes with her hand, and looked quizzically.

“Nothing really,” Helen said. She sipped her gin and tonic. “Just wondering if you want to tell me about yesterday—about how you and your friend from Arizona finally made out.”

Karen grunted and reached for her own drink. “Forget it,” she said icily.

“Same as ever?” Helen asked.

“Same as ever,” Karen answered.

“Too bad.”

“Um hmm.”

“Well, I hate to say I told you so...” Helen smiled to herself when she said that. She was a startlingly beautiful girl, her almost translucent complexion complemented by dark blue eyes, thin but sensuous lips, and short, carefully molded, reddish-blonde hair; her body was slim and delicate—small, firm breasts, narrow waist and hips, and long, graceful legs.

Letting the last sentence hang suggestively, Helen put her drink down and curled forward in the canvas chair to apply more suntan lotion to her easily-burned legs. Next to her, Karen had replaced her own drink on the table between them and was again stretched out to absorb the sun, her head tilted back, eyes closed, arms carefully placed on the chair's aluminum arm rests. Helen gazed silently at her companion's compact, full-breasted body, drawn to it as she might have been drawn to an exquisite piece of sculpture. She had always been proud of her own beauty, her delicate fragility, but now as she examined the fleshy curves of her Chinese friend—her lush, naturally dark thighs, gleaming with suntan oil, and her large, swollen breasts bulging out of the top of her white bikini—she felt a strange combination of jealousy and unrestrained lust rising in her. The emotion dipped back below her consciousness when Karen finally broke the silence, but it never really left.

“I suppose by telling you about yesterday I'm only adding fuel to the flames of your campaign.”

Helen settled back in the chair, closing her eyes and taking the same position as Karen. “What do you mean?” she asked.

“You know what I mean—about the Women's Liberation Movement.”

“Oh. Well... with every passing day you— and Linda, I might add—seem to be coming to the same conclusions that I have.”

“But...” Karen started.

“There's no 'but' about it. You just don't want to admit it.”

The Chinese girl nervously waved an imaginary insect away from her face. “I suppose you're right —about not wanting to admit it, I mean. After all, you spend your whole life under the influence of Madison Avenue telling you how great men are, how loving, and how wonderful it is to submit to them. It's hard to accept, after all that propaganda, that it's not wonderful at all—that it's a drag, in fact, to be 'used' for their kicks.”

Helen laughed. “Isn't that what I've been saying all along?”

“Yes. I just don't know what the alternative is,” Karen said.

Helen's heart skipped a beat for a reason she only half-understood. “Well...” she stammered at first, “well... there are lots of alternatives. It's funny, though, the thing that bugs me most isn't that men are dominating or submissive— only that they're invariably the wrong thing at the wrong time: they act dominant at things they're terribly bad at—like politics—but when it comes to the bedroom they become little boys all over again.”

“Yeah,” Karen agreed, “I wouldn't mind being really submissive in bed, having a man really dominate. But what kind of domination is it when he only sticks it in, blows his cork, then falls asleep? If a man could dominate me—make me really feel it—I might have some respect for him.”

“Sure. And how many of them have you met lately?” Helen asked sarcastically.

“Would you believe none?”

Helen laughed. “I believe,” she said. And she looked back over at the dazzling elegance of the little Chinese girl next to her. “I believe,” she repeated in a distant whisper.

They didn't speak again for what seemed like a long time. Then, as she had before, Helen asked if Karen was awake. She was.