“Do you ever wish you had a parenting mentor to walk alongside you, share the mistakes they made as a parent, and teach you how to avoid those same pitfalls? Now you do! Jonathan McKee offers timeless wisdom for parents who want to look back on their kids’ childhood someday and honestly say they have no regrets.”
—Jim Daly, President—Focus on the Family
“Every parenting book from Jonathan McKee is a gem, and this one is no exception. Combining his own experience with what other parents have said they wish they had done differently, he clearly presents better ways to lead and connect with your kids, at any age.”
—Shaunti Feldhahn, Social Researcher, National Speaker, and Bestselling Author of For Women Only and For Parents Only
“If I Had a Parenting Do-Over is a challenging and yet hopeful book. Jonathan shares honest examples of how he would ‘do over’ certain elements of his parenting, but also graciously offers positive strategies and suggestions that we all can learn from. As a parent of three kids, I am grateful for Jonathan’s stories, practical tips, and helpful research. This book is a gem.”
—Sean McDowell, Ph.D., Biola University Professor, Speaker, and Author of Over Fifteen Books including A New Kind of Apologist
“If I Had a Parenting Do-Over is an eye-opening exploration into the parenting practices many of us settle for, only to look back in regret. The 7 vital changes Jonathan proposes are insightful, packed with the wisdom that only comes through experience, and grounded in research. I highly recommend this book to any parent.”
—Doug Fields, Author, and Creator of IntentionalParenting.com
“I don’t know any moms and dads who feel like they parented perfectly. Not one! In fact, I know countless parents who look back in hindsight and wish they could change a few things. That’s where Jonathan McKee’s book is so practical, providing 20/20 hindsight from hundreds of parents on what they’d do differently ‘if they had a parenting do-over.’”
—Jeff & Cheryl Scruggs, Authors of I Do Again, and Founders of Hope Matters Marriage Ministries
“I love how Jonathan McKee communicates. This book is practical, hopeful, and absolutely relevant. I have probably spent too much time in my life thinking about how I would have parented our kids differently. This book gave me helpful perspective.”
—Jim Burns, PhD, President of HomeWord, and Author of Confident Parenting and Teaching Your Children Healthy Sexuality
“Wow, did this book bring back memories of rearing two teenage boys. I was right there with ‘City Slickers’ wanting a do-over myself. McKee crafts scenarios from his own family that hit the mark, backed up with current research in the area of parent-child relations and communications. This is one of the books that all expecting families should get before they ‘open the package.’ The seven vital changes are great advice for parenting and also valuable in other areas of life and relationships. A must-read!”
—Dudley Chancey, PhD, Professor of Youth & Family Ministry, Oklahoma Christian University; Executive Director of National Conference on Youth Ministries and Director of Winterfest.org Youth Conferences
“Do-Overs are great—but what if you could do it right the first time? We all makes mistakes, and often learn best from them, but a mistake avoided is always preferred. This little book can help you do just that—learn from the mistakes of others. Loaded with simple themes, great stories, and practical tips, this book will help any parent do it right the first time! Refreshing, fun and insightful…it is worth the time for any parent to check out this book.”
—Pastor Karl Bastian, “The Kidologist,” Founder of Kidology.org
“The noise of technology makes parenting harder than ever before. And most parents feel like they are navigating an unprecedented journey. That’s where Jonathan’s book is so unique. Jonathan provides real-world help based on 20/20 hindsight from literally hundreds of parents. Jonathan’s wisdom and experience make this a must-have book for any young parent, including me!”
—Curt Steinhorst, National Speaker and Author
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Acknowledgments
Where I Messed Up
Change 1: Tip the Scales
Change 2: Let It Go
Change 3: Notice
Change 4: Press Pause
Change 5: Segue
Change 6: Add a Question Mark
Change 7: Walk With
What Now? 25 Ways to Apply What
You’ve Just Read
I can’t possibly write about do-overs without thanking the one person who makes a fresh start truly possible, my Lord Jesus Christ, the architect of new beginnings.
I have to thank my family and give them credit for enduring through much of the pain in this book. By its nature, an exposition about parenting regrets is made possible only when an imperfect parent has messed up and then realized his or her mistakes. This means my family had to endure said mistakes while I learned the hard way. So what I really need to say is, “I’m sorry,” foremost to Alec, my oldest, and then to my girls, Alyssa and Ashley. Please forgive me. My hope is that other parents will heed my warnings and avoid these same mistakes!
Thank you to all who were part of the research going into this book. Thanks to my blog readers, those of you attending my parenting workshops where I specifically asked you questions about your biggest parenting regrets, and the countless friends whom I e-mailed and asked the question directly. Your answers made me realize I was not alone in my regrets, or in my desire to parent better.
Thanks to the handful of you who took the time to read early drafts of this book, share your honest reactions, and make comments and suggestions. Thanks to Carolyn Sutter, Sande Quattlebaum, Curt Steinhorst, Amy McKee, Becky Martin, John Stone, Karol Boyd, John Mah, Layton Dutton, Mark Pickham, Chris Pannell, Tim Medley, Ryan Davis, Matt Erickson, Jonathan McDuffie, Ben Palm, Alex Tufano, Barbara Straub, Chad Feight, Cathie Mackin, Carol Lindberg, Kathie Barkow, and my parents, Tom and Susie McKee.
Thanks, Kelly and Shay over at Barbour Publishing! You two are rock stars. I hope to do many more books with you!
Thanks to my agent, Greg Johnson. I appreciate your encouragement and feedback through this project.
And thank you, Nermel the Squirrel (yes, I named him). You were constant entertainment day after day as I sat on the back patio and wrote most of this book. I wish I had your speed and agility, you fluffy little rascal!
I’ve never met a parent who doesn’t regret certain parenting decisions.
Think about it. Do you have a perfectly clean slate as a parent, or are there certain moments you wish you could just…erase?
Sadly, I can recall plenty of these moments, experiences I wish I could go back and try again, a little more equipped this time around. I’m the perfect example of an imperfect parent.
There were times I tried too hard, and times I didn’t do enough. I remember countless instances when I said too much, and a few times when I said too little. I recall working long hours and then attempting to justify my neglect of my family. In contrast, I remember interfering when I should have just let my kids feel the consequences of their own actions and learn independence. My mistakes were on both ends of the spectrum.
Then there were times when I just messed up and allowed my temper to get the best of me—embarrassing moments, when I really think about it. Honestly, I can remember the expressions on the faces of my kids when I was “correcting” them. And now I ask myself: Did those moments leave emotional scars? Are my children less equipped to handle conflict in a healthy way because of Dad’s anger?
If only I had a do-over.
I’m a pretty introspective guy. If I mess up, I want to know not only why I messed up but how to avoid that mess-up again. (Maybe it’s just because I’ve had so much practice at messing up!)
Introspectiveness has been an interesting personality trait for me to possess as a parent who also happens to study teenagers and parenting as a profession. My books and articles almost serve as a written record of my mistakes. “Don’t try this—it will backfire every time!”
In my parenting workshops I’d be authentic whenever someone asked a question.
“Jonathan, do you have your sixteen-year-old’s passwords, and do you check her phone?”
I’d answer, “Yes, and she hates it! I’m wondering if it does any good. The verdict’s still out on that one.”
But then I’d always add, “Here’s what the experts say. The American Academy of Pediatrics recommends parents monitor their kids’ media use and co-view entertainment. Common Sense Media recommends the same, but they are pretty clear that spying doesn’t do any good. After all, we need to help our kids learn to make good decisions on their own. So here’s how I’ve tried to apply all this in my home….”
This balance of research and experience has been an interesting mix. I probably don’t have to tell you there’s a huge difference between knowledge and practice. In other words, I might read an article from a pediatrician with helpful parenting tips, but when I tried to apply these principles with my own kids, in my own house, flavored by my own shortcomings…the result wasn’t always textbook.
Parenting is rarely textbook!
Parenting has a huge learning curve!
Parenting requires constantly learning and adapting.
So that’s what I did. Whenever I messed up, I took note and made small tweaks.
• My son didn’t respond well when I lectured him so long. I’ll try a shorter lecture next time.
• Nope…still didn’t work. Lecturing doesn’t work. Period! Research reveals questions are more effective. I’ll try asking questions.
• Yep. Questions worked way better. But maybe next time I need to think about my approach with the questions. I need to come off as truly curious, not like a parole officer.
These notes and observations slowly morphed my actions as a parent. My reactions changed, my disciplines changed, and even some of my rules changed.
For example, my curfew for my oldest at age sixteen was way earlier than my curfew for my youngest at the same age. Why? Because I thought an early curfew would help me keep watch over him better. Sadly, my archetypal style of helicopter parenting did exactly what research reveals—it caused rebellion. I passed up some great opportunities to give him real-world experience in decision making. I was making most decisions for him when he was in the house. I rarely asked him, “What do you think you should do?”
Don’t get me wrong. My wife, Lori, and I spent countless hours passing on our morals and values. I can give you all kinds of examples:
• We read the Bible together as a family.
• We attended church regularly.
• We read devotionals, even ones specifically geared to help kids answer the question, “What would you do in this situation?”
But what I slowly began realizing I lacked was providing my kids with opportunities for real-world decision making in real-life situations. In other words, when my first two kids asked me if they could hang out with a certain friend or play a particular video game, the answer was usually yes or no. I rarely asked, “What do you think you should do?”
My kids are now eighteen, twenty, and twenty-three as I sit and write this. Looking back, I wish I had given my first two more opportunities to make decisions.
I wish I had given them more opportunities to fail.
I wish I could do it over again.
Sadly, we often learn a lot of lessons the hard way parenting our oldest kids. Then we adjust and adapt our parenting of our younger children.
My kids can definitely attest to that. My older two will be quick to say, “Why does Ashley get to do that? We never got to do that!”
Lori and I adapted our parenting.
Apparently we’re not alone.
When Lori and I found ourselves adapting and changing our parenting style, we began dialoguing with others about this phenomenon. We quickly discovered it’s a common occurrence. Most parents look back at the outcomes of past parenting decisions and, unhappy with the results, make adjustments for the future.
The intriguing part of this whole equation was the stigma that seemed to go along with these changes or adaptations. Most parents don’t advertise, “Here’s where I messed up!”
It’s embarrassing!
So they keep it to themselves. Sadly, their silence keeps other parents from learning from their mistakes.
So I began searching for settings where parents felt safe getting vulnerable with one another, sharing mistakes and asking for prayer and counsel. In my travels I encountered numerous churches offering parenting classes or small groups where moms and dads felt safe to open up and ask questions. Most of these venues stimulated others to share similar struggles, and even humble advice: “Here’s what I learned.”
People were hungry for this kind of counsel. I know I was. I loved hearing wisdom from more experienced parents, and this prompted me to begin asking: “If you could go back in time and change one parenting practice, what would you change?”
That’s the question I’ve been asking people over the last year.
I’ve asked my readers about it; I’ve polled parents, particularly empty nesters; and I’ve questioned countless parents face-to-face at my workshops. The results have been eye-opening to me, not only as someone who researches parenting and youth culture but as a fellow parent!
It didn’t take long for me to begin noticing common denominators. As I began documenting all my polls and surveys, the same struggles and regrets kept floating to the surface. Parents all across the United States experience similar forebodings and feelings when they look back at their parenting.
The one answer I heard more than any other, by far, was: “I wish I would have spent more time with my kids.” This response accounted for more than a third of all the answers.
Think about this for a second. I asked hundreds of parents the exact same question and tallied my answers. I organized those answers into about fifteen different categories ranging from time spent with kids to discipline style. Out of all of these categories, one category accounted for almost 40 percent of the answers. Parents overwhelmingly look back in regret and wish they would have spent more time just hanging out with their kids.
The testimonials were poignant:
• “I’d fight for each moment with them, no matter how tired I am!”
• “It seems like we were so concerned about placing boundaries that relationship took a far back seat.”
• “I would have spent more time making memories, and less time worrying about dishes.”
• “More time in conversation, and less time in front of the TV.”
• “With a do-over, I’d jump in the ocean with them more instead of sitting on the sand watching them play.”
Some of these parents were pretty honest about the excuses they used:
• “It was always easy to say, ‘I’m way too tired today!’ or ‘I have to get this project done, so we’ll just do it next week.’ And pretty soon we weren’t doing those things at all.”
• “I think back about the times my kids requested to spend time with me but I was too busy doing what I wanted to do, or quite frankly, sometimes I was ‘busy’ being lazy or tired.”
But the majority of parents also seemed to regret the way they disciplined, particularly in anger:
• “I wish I wouldn’t have responded so quickly.”
• “A softer voice proved waaaay more effective.”
• “I learned to postpone my reaction during conflict and dialogue later.”
Parents also seemed to regret spending too much time with busy activities like sports:
• “I always liked sports because of the discipline and team building, but sports quickly became a seven-day-a-week commitment that sucked the life out of every other part of her schedule.”
• “Sports started as something positive, but soon became the number one priority in all our lives, above family, church, school…name it.”
The more I asked parents what they’d change, the more I heard the same struggles—struggles I knew all too well.
It’s funny, but these vulnerable lessons we all are initially too scared to share with others—these are pure gold to other parents! I know this because occasionally I will share these words: “Here’s where I messed up….”
Whenever I say those words during one of my parenting workshops, you can hear a pin drop. Parents are on the edge of their seats.
“And here’s what I’d do different next time….”
That’s when every pen in the room begins writing furiously. People want to know what works and what doesn’t work in the world of parenting.
Effective parenting requires humility and teachability. The fact that you picked up this book reveals you are a learner. I applaud you.
And now I hope to help you in a way that I wish someone would have helped me. I hope to provide you with hindsight I only wish I could have had access to ahead of time.
This kind of knowledge is treasure!
This book holds many truths I have learned the hard way. These truths aren’t peculiar or unique to me. In fact, when you read them, you’ll probably have seen evidence or the “birth pains” of some of these in your own home already. Maybe you just haven’t identified them yet. Some of you might have been practicing some of these habits, good and bad, at least in part already. You’ve probably noticed their effectiveness…or lack thereof.
As I look back at my own parenting and notice key areas where I improved, I compare and fuse those practices with the wisdom and experiences I’ve gleaned from other parents. I have the unique privilege of mingling with thousands of parents at the parenting workshops I teach each month across the world (and you’d be surprised how similar the struggles are of parents in Kampala, Uganda, and in Lincoln, Nebraska). After these workshops, my wife and I always hang out at the back table and dialogue with parents, listening to stories and trying our best to answer tough questions. It’s amazing how often I hear parents share similar mistakes—mistakes I recognize all too well—and wish they could go back and approach their parenting differently.
If only they had a do-over.
Let’s face it. Hindsight is 20/20.
Let’s not waste time. Let’s dive in to the seven vital parenting changes I’d make if I had a do-over.
“My seventeen-year-old daughter won’t even talk with me.”
The middle-aged mom had wandered into my Get Your Teenager Talking workshop looking for answers. She dabbed at her eyes with a tissue, being careful not to smear her mascara. “I don’t know what to do.”
“Tell me about your conversations,” I asked.
After a little digging, I listened as she recalled her last few conversations with her daughter. I use the word conversation loosely. More like interrogation.
• “Did you finish your homework?”
• “Did you clean your bathroom?”
• “What time did you get home last night?”
• “Were you with that boy Chris? I knew I shouldn’t have let you hang out with that boy!”
As she unveiled what dialogue looked like in her home, the answer quickly became clear. Her daughter didn’t want to talk with her mom because in her mind, her mom was acting like a parole officer searching for malfeasance.
Think about it. Would you want to answer this mom’s questions? Probably not. You’d be scared your answers would get you in trouble.
That’s why most of the dialogue in this home would be more accurately described as monologue. Mom talked. Daughter didn’t.
As this woman shared her story, I immediately recognized her dilemma because I had made the same mistake with my oldest. My focus on boundaries had hindered bonding.
At times these two important parenting practices seem almost at odds with each other.
• Bonding is playing with your kid, going out for french fries, getting slaughtered by your son in the newest Madden game, laughing and talking together on a comfy couch in the corner of your daughter’s favorite coffeehouse.
• Boundaries is when we tell our kids it’s time for bed, charge their phones on the kitchen counter while they’re asleep, or tell them, “No, sorry, you can’t stay out that late on Friday…especially with that boy Chris!”
Both are essential, and most parents tend to gravitate toward one or the other.
Ask yourself, Which do I lean toward? Which would my kids say I lean toward?
Now ask yourself another question: Which of these two parenting practices do I think most parents look back at later and wish they had done more?
Since you read the opening chapter to this book, you probably can guess the answer. In fact, the number one parenting practice moms and dads shared with me where they experienced the most regret was in the area of bonding.
“I wish I would have spent more time with my kids.”
It’s the number one area where parents wish they could have a do-over. They wish they had connected with their kids more and just “hung out.” In contrast, only a small handful of parents (less than 2 percent polled) said they wished they had applied more boundaries.
Let that sink in for a moment. Most parents enter into this parenting thing favoring either bonding or boundaries. Rarely is someone perfectly balanced. And after most parents finish raising their kids, the vast majority of them wish they would have tipped the scales toward bonding.
I know I wish I would have.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m not in any way trying to convince you to let your kids do whatever they want. Not even close. Reread what I’ve written in the previous pages if you must. Both bonding and boundaries are equally important. What I’m trying to communicate is simply this: Don’t skimp on bonding! Most parents look back and feel like they missed out on opportunities to bond and connect with their kids.
As I look back at how I parented my oldest, I definitely put too much weight on boundaries. When I walked into the room, I almost felt it my duty to be a drill sergeant, barking orders.
“Alec, shoes off the couch!”
“Put your glass on a coaster!”