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Thaddeus

They held hands. They formed

The priests walked down the

Thaddeus, Bianca, and Selah painted

Thaddeus

Bianca

Thaddeus was buying apples when

Professor

Thaddeus

Bianca

Thaddeus

Caldor Clemens

Six Reports from the Priests

When Thaddeus arrived home

Bianca whispers into the bath water.

Thaddeus tugs on his beard.

Thaddeus

Thaddeus to Bianca

Questions

Selah and Thaddeus don’t sleep

The Catalog of Missing Children

Caldor Clemens

The first attack on February

Selah

Scraps of Parchment Found Under Selah’s Pillow

Thaddeus

Caldor Clemens

Orange Bird Mask

Thaddeus

They find Bianca dead on

The Professor’s plan for light

When Thaddeus went back into

List Written by February and Carried in February’s Corduroy Coat Pocket

Thaddeus

Bianca

Thaddeus curled himself around the

Thaddeus

War Member Six (Green Bird Mask)

Thaddeus

Short List Found in February’s Back Pocket

Selah

Thaddeus

It continued snowing and the

Sculptor

Caldor Clemens gave a shirtless

Thaddeus and the Professor spent

List Found in February’s Cottage Detailing Possible Cures for February

Thaddeus tied a wool scarf

Back in town the blacksmiths

Beekeeper

That night Caldor Clemens had

List of Artists Who Created Fantasy Worlds to Try and Cure Bouts of Sadness

Like every other house in

Bianca

Thaddeus

Bianca

War Effort Member Number One (Blue Bird Mask)

Thaddeus

War Effort Member Number Two (Missing His Bird Mask)

War Effort Member Number Three (Purple Bird Mask)

The Professor’s Report on Thaddeus Lowe

Bianca

Thaddeus

The Girl Who Smells Of Honey And Smoke

Note Written by February

After Thaddeus called off all

Thaddeus dreamed and ignored everyone

The girl who smelled of honey and smoke

Thaddeus walked back through the

The Girl who smelled of honey and smoke

Thaddeus called a meeting with the War Effort.

That night everyone ate dinner

Later that same day the

Bianca began at the edge

Six Reports From The Priests

The Girl Who Smelled of Honey and Smoke

Thaddeus wore the light box

The top of the balloon

The Girl Who Smells Of Honey And Smoke Creates New Town

Scraps of Parchment Written by the Girl Who Smells of Honey and Smoke

February

Thaddeus

Downstairs, the girl who smells

Note Found in February’s Pocket by The Girl Who Smells of Honey and Smoke

Thaddeus moved from the body

The girl who smelled of honey and smoke

Thaddeus

The author would like to thank the following journals and editors where selections of this novel first appeared: Lamination Colony, Monkeybicycle, Thieves Jargon, My Name Is Mud, Robot Melon, Sir!, Snow Monkey, and Caketrain. A special thanks to Blake Butler, Jesse Ball, Matthew Simmons, and Kathryn Regina. Very special thanks to Adam Robinson.

For Melanie

Thaddeus

We sat on the hill. We watched the flames inside the balloons heat the fabric to neon colors. The children played Prediction.

 

They pointed to empty holes in the sky and waited. Sometimes all the balloons lit up at once and produced the nightly umbrella effect over the town beneath whose buildings were filling with the sadness of February.

Nights like this will soon die, Selah whispered in my ear.

Days became cooler, clouds thickened. We sat on the hill. We watched the flames inside the balloons heat the fabric to neon colors.

Nights like this will soon die, said Bianca. She ran from the woods where she saw three children twisting the heads of owls.

Nights like this will soon die, said the butchers, marching down the hill.

We sat there for the last time to watch the balloons, the neon colors stitched in our minds.

Pigs shrieked and windows shattered across the town. A snout, massive and pink, traced the side of a balloon in its arc. The fabric stretched around the dark nostrils and stopped just before tearing, and it stayed there.

Still, the children stood in a line with their lanterns raised to watch the first snowfall of February cover the crop fields.

Selah lowered her head. Selah folded her hands in her lap. Selah looked at the backs of the children’s heads and saw ice form knots in their hair.

We can only pray, whispered Selah.

I looked at Selah and remembered the dandelions stuck in her teeth. I thought of a burning sun, an iceberg melting in her folded hands.

Thaddeus

We look at the sky for hours. There are two suns in the sky. One sun has June written on it and the other sun says July.

 

The Professor makes a calendar with these two seasons. The vines and flowers from the sky cover the ground. The flowers are the size of our heads. The children kick them around. The crop fields stretch towards the sky. It’s so hot. My feet sink into the warm mud. The idea of February becomes erased from our thoughts. The Solution begins construction on new balloons. A baby is crying. More than one baby is crying. Dozens of naked babies with flowers wrapped around their throats are walking from the horizon towards us. They scream and huge white flowers unfold from their little mouths and float like balloons up into the sky.

“The most serious charge which can be brought against New England is not Puritanism but February.”

Joseph Wood Krutch, The Twelve Seasons

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They held hands. They formed

dozens of circles around their deflated smoldering balloons. Balloons silken globes the colors magenta grass green and sky blue were mud strewn wet with holy water and burned black through the stitching.

Bianca said, I don’t understand.

Thaddeus said, I don’t either.

Is this February’s doing, she said.

Maybe, said Thaddeus who looked up at the sky.

A scroll of parchment was nailed to an oak tree, calling for the end of all things that could fly. Everyone in town gathered around to read it. Trumpets moaned from the woods. Birds dropped from branches. The priests walked through town swinging axes. Bianca clutched Thaddeus’s leg and he picked her up under the arms and told her to hold him like a baby tree around the neck and Thaddeus ran.

Back outside their home, the balloons were spread out on the ground. Baskets hacked by axes. The priests dipped their lanterns into the fabric of the balloons.

Thaddeus, Selah, and Bianca and others from town formed a circle by holding hands.

February, they repeated until it became a chant. Until they all imagined a little tree sprouting through the center of their burning balloon.

The priests walked down the

hill and into town where they stopped at the town school and the town library. They confiscated textbooks, tore out pages about birds, flying machines, Zeppelins, witches on brooms, balloons, kites, winged mythical creatures. They crumpled up paper airplanes the children had folded, and they dumped the pages into a burning pit in the woods.

The priests sank their rusty spiked shovels into the mound of dirt and refilled the hole. Some of the priests felt tears roll down their cheeks but didn’t feel sadness. Others forced their minds to unravel the memory of wind.

They nailed a second scroll of parchment to a second oak tree. It stated that all things possessing the ability to fly had been destroyed. It said that no one living in the town should speak of flight ever again.

It was signed, February.

Thaddeus, Bianca, and Selah painted

balloons everywhere they could. They pulled up floorboards and painted rows of balloons onto the dusty oak. Bianca drew tiny balloons on the bottoms of tea cups. Behind the bathroom mirror, under the kitchen table, and on the inside cabinet doors, balloons appeared. And then Selah painted an intricate intertwining of kites on Bianca’s hands and wrists, the tails extending up her forearms and around her shoulders.

How long will February last, Bianca asked, stretching her hands out to her mother who was blowing on her arms.

I really have no idea, said Thaddeus who watched the snow fall outside the kitchen window.

In the distance, the snow formed into mountains on top of mountains.

Finished, her mother said. You will have to wear long sleeves from now on. But you’ll never forget flight. You can wear beautiful dresses – that’s what you can wear.

Bianca studied her arms. The kites were yellow with black tails. The color melted into her skin. A breeze blew over the fresh ink and through her hair.

Thaddeus

I kept a kite hidden in my workshop where the priests couldn’t find it. I unfolded the kite from its dusty box and told Bianca she could fly it for a few minutes. I tried to see if the priests were in the woods but only saw owls side-stepping through the snow.

I said to try again after the kite failed to take off. A hand pushed the kite to the ground. She tried a few more times and the kite slammed downward. I saw a cloud shaped like a hand. I thought of Bianca and her happiness like bricks in mud.

It’s February, said Bianca.

I said, I’m sorry this didn’t work out. We can try again.

What’s the point, she said. It’s the end of flight. It’s February.