You'll never understand
With your humor you made me laugh,
with your positive presence, you made me smile
you taught me to never give up
and to smile at the negative.
You taught me self respect
and to fight for what I want
but when you weren't what you seemed,
a piece of my heart was gone.
You were my hero and my role model,
who got me through the hard times
I was struck by jealousy, when I saw you lock lips with someone else
when I thought If I could, I'd make you mine.
It's who you are
and everything you are
that made me fall for you
but i fell harder than I landed
you don't seem to care,
and you'll never understand.
Rain
Drops of emotion.
Drops of memories.
And splashes of pain.
Drops of words I want to say, but can’t.
The coldness of depression that buries me in a whole with my nemesis-me.
Rain.
The water,
In reflection of sadness, and in despair of what I’m not.
Thunder & lightening.
The devious, yet sinful & evil sounds of my subliminal anger at those who done me no wrong.
Rain.
All the thoughts I let lose.
Pull my heart out as I let go,
Of all the past I once held on to.
For a long while
You walked along for a while
only for a while.
with stretched toes, tired of chasing you
Did I take a wrong turn?
Or didn't I lead you right?
Maybe I was too fast or maybe too slow?
just let know
cause alone doesn't scare me
without you does...
3 words
I love you.
The words that have melted my heart to pieces.
3 words that put a bullet through all the love i gave.
Along with all the painful memories in a bottle full of painful addictions as i am the arm-