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Jay Griffiths


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A Diary of Manic Depression

HAMISH HAMILTON

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Penguin Random House UK

First published 2016

Copyright © Jay Griffiths, 2016

Author photo copyright © Ruth Lawrence, 2016

The moral right of the author has been asserted

Lines on pp. 97–8 from ‘Hymn to Hermes’ from Homeric Hymns, edited by Nicholas Richardson, translated by Jules Cashford (London: Penguin Books, 2003), copyright © Jules Cashford, 2003; lines on p. 168 from In Praise of Mortality by Rainer Maria Rilke, translated by Anita Barrows and Joanna Macy (New York: Riverhead, 2005), reprinted by permission of the translators; lines on pp. 177–8 and 184 from Selected Poems: Rumi, translated by Coleman Banks (London: Penguin Books, 2004), copyright © Coleman Banks, 1995.

ISBN: 978-0-241-97205-2

Contents

PART ONE: My Maddest Wednesday

PART TWO: The Condition of Passion

PART THREE: The Trickster of the Psyche

PART FOUR: Till the Light

PART FIVE: Mind Flight

Artist-Assassin: Poems

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Praise for Jay Griffiths:

Pip Pip: A Sideways Look at Time

‘A thoughtful, original and intuitive account … amusing and erudite, fascinating and spirited. Bravo!’ Peter Reading, The Times Literary Supplement

‘An exercise indeed in Dharma, poetry and philosophy’ Gary Snyder

Wild: An Elemental Journey

‘If bravery itself could write, it would write like she does’ John Berger

Wild is a breathtaking book, in its range and in its shameless passion: it reads like an entirely new genre’ Don Paterson

‘Insightful, effervescent and lavishly written’ Ruth Padel, Washington Post

Kith: The Riddle of the Childscape

‘Kith could have been written by no one but Jay Griffiths. She has the same visionary understanding of childhood that we find in Blake and Wordsworth, and John Clare would have read her with delight. Her work isn’t just good – it’s necessary’ Philip Pullman

‘Almost shockingly beautiful, a profoundly felt, deeply thought, fiercely argued examination of childhood … It is written in prose that is hardly prose, a poetry in paragraphs’ Andrew Solomon, The New York Times

A Love Letter from a Stray Moon

A Love Letter from a Stray Moon is an extraordinarily beautiful and sustained prose poem, a powerful and astonishing feat of literary and retroactive telepathy’ Niall Griffiths

‘A poetic narrative that ripples with colour, acts of liberation and grief’ New Statesman

‘I am transported and transformed; I feel lucky to have read it and it leaves me in awe’ Lemn Sissay

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Part One


MY MADDEST WEDNESDAY