Acknowledgments

There are so many people who have contributed information, time, and energy to this book that it’s ridiculous. If this were the Academy Awards, I’d get played off before I could remember one-tenth of them. Actually, that would be great, because getting cut off early would give me an excuse for the fact that I cannot possibly get to everyone.

I’ve learned an amazing amount from folks I barely know or only met once from both the Sensory Processing Disorder community and the autism community. There are people who came up to me at conferences and shared everything from great advice to harrowing personal stories. Also, this one time, after I admitted during my talk that I carry a Lego Loki as one of my talismans, a woman came up to me and pulled a plush Thor doll out of her purse, and we made them fight.

A few of the specific people I can remember at the moment:

My parents, Roy and Ruth M^cIlwee, who were astonishingly intelligent and inventive when it came to creating ways to teach me to be a person. They are also under the parental delusion that I’m wonderful. Please, nobody tell them otherwise, they don’t need to know.

My sister, Catherine, has taught me about strength and character and will deck me if she ever catches me wearing a scrunchy. She’s just protective like that.

My brother, Jimmy, who is just plain great.

My nephew, Pete, didn’t have a lot to do with this particular book, but since I’m really late getting him a birthday present I figure I’ve got to find a way to get back on his good side.

Cassie Zupke and her mad crew have (ironically) helped me stay sane. Google her, read her book, “Like” Cassie Zupke’s Autism Blog on Facebook. More than worth it.

My friend HyeKyeung Seung, who taught me to hear new sounds.

Carol Stock Kranowitz, for being an endless source of inspiration and information about SPD. Another nut, by the way, but it seems all the best people are.

Lucy Jane Miller, PhD, much of the same as Carol in the way of inspiration and information, but even more so for her championing of SPD in research and of children with SPD every single day.

The Gilpins, including but not necessarily limited to Wayne, Jennifer, Kelly, and Alex. Without all of their help I might never have become a writer, and certainly would be less of a person.

Teresa Corey, for (usually) keeping me (almost) sane on the road.

The entire staff of Future Horizons and of Sensory World. These are publishers that outdo the others in a zillion ways, and I’m grateful to be a “kissin’ cousin” to the FH/SW family.

I’d like to mention Kim and Annie and Sheri and Lyn specifically, but that wouldn’t be entirely fair because I can’t remember the names of everyone else at FH I want to thank right now.

All of my piano teachers and guitar teachers, who I will not name for fear people might associate their skill level with my lack of musical talent. They taught me a lot by stubbornly working with me even though I had no idea what I was doing.

My speech therapists. All of their names are faded now, but I remember each of them with smiles and an immense feeling of relief that they showed up and worked with me, week after week. They saved my bacon in even more ways than they knew.

I’ve had too much caffeine and too little sleep, so not only are there amazing people who haven’t been mentioned here, the ones who are here haven’t been thanked adequately.

Gary Myers. Because.

Introduction: Read Me First

Chapter 1: Getting Started

Chapter 2: I, Me, Mine

Chapter 3: Understanding Sensory Processing Differences

Chapter 4: SPD, Sensory Issues & Sensory Differences

Chapter 5: The Basic Five

Chapter 6: Types of Sensory Processing Disorder

Chapter 7: Journeys in Sound & Sight

Chapter 8: Thoughts on Diagnosis

Chapter 9: What’s a Parent to Do?

Chapter 10: Not Just an Excuse

Chapter 11: The Parallax View

Chapter 12: What Helped & Hurt at School

Chapter 13: Cognitive Whodewha?

Afterword: That’s What It’s All About

A Few Recommended Resources

About the Author

Introduction
Read Me First

Since this isn’t your typical book on Sensory Processing Disorder (SPD), I feel it is only fair to let you know what you are getting into. There are three major areas of weirdness you should definitely know about up front.

First: This book does not fit the typical SPD-book mold in some ways. A lot of books on sensory processing disorder offer really detailed explanations of how each individual sense is affected in each possible permutation of SPD, and provide a ton of checklists and generally provide a full overview of the diagnostic process as well as an overview on treatment possibilities and standards. These books are focused on getting parents educated about what SPD looks like from the outside and how they can find professionals to help their child. This is, absolutely, a great thing to have resources for. But it’s not what I have to offer.

This book will spend some time discussing how important the sensory systems are to human functioning, and what the different categories of sensory processing disorder are called, what they are, and how they can trip up an unsuspecting child or adult. That should help get us all on the same page, so to speak.

But much, much more than that, this book is about what it is like to grow up with SPD. This is about being an unknowing SPuDster, trying to find ways to get through childhood, and hitting a ton of walls. This is about what helps and hurts when you are putting forth the best effort you know how to, and yet not able to get the information or support you need to succeed, especially in school.

This is about how my parents supported me by teaching me good life skills that helped me get by despite my limitations. It’s about things that you wouldn’t think of, things the average therapist wouldn’t have time to discover that make life better, sweeter, and worth living even though you’re the last kid picked for everything.

I think I may even have some info that will help parents, teachers, and therapists tell when they need to provide extra support or information. I am very much against “coddling” kids with SPD (or other disabilities). I am very much for providing growing kids and teens with the support they need to become more than Problem Kids or a kids with problems.

Second: This is a chatty, talky book. That means the style here is conversational. If you’ve heard me speak and read anything else I’ve written, you know that I write like I talk. Determining whether that’s a good thing is outside of the scope of this book.

What’s important is that many little things in this book would not be correct if I were writing a paper, essay, or a “real” book. That means I need to warn the grammar lovers that pronouns will be used in an eccentric way. English has no simple neutral pronoun that means “either he or she,” so sometimes examples I will use “he,” sometimes “she,” and sometimes “they.” “They” is the closest thing we’ve got to a neutral pronoun in this language, and I’m not afraid to use it. So if I say, “A child with sensory problems may feel they are all alone,” please understand that this is simply how I generally speak of one person who may be either a he or a she. More importantly, DO NOT send hate mail to my editor. It’s not her fault! Trust me, anyone who has to edit my prose has more on their plate than they can possibly handle.

Third: This is a book by a person with SPD. Not only do I have SPD, but I also have found that among the parents and families of children with SPD, there are many, many people who have some SPD traits.

In fact, if you add up the fact that SPD often seems to run in families with the way SPD quite often (though not always) comes in tandem with such things as ADHD, learning disabilities, and autism spectrum disorders, it is very likely that there are quite a few readers who are very much quirky, eccentric, and/or geeky like me. These people represent an audience that is in some ways underserved by the many, many books on SPD written by people who have followed a more typical developmental path.

Because I’m a nerd with SPD and because either my readers or the children with SPD they are dealing with may well be the same, there are important ways in which I will be working to support that audience. I will be as honest and even blunt as I can be when it comes to talking about the emotions and frustrations that so often come with SPD.

Also, I will be throwing in some nerdtastic references from time to time. There is a common geek culture that many of us with strong SPD traits share, and small fragments of it will surface from time to time here. Considering the vast number of books written by the non-geek population on this topic, and the vast number of references they make on the assumption that the readers are “typical” in their interests, it is only fair to have a few tiny moments when this book goes the other direction.

Don’t worry if you’re more the typically developing (not very weird) type of person - I will make sure that the text is clear whether or not you recognize those little “shout outs.” Inclusivity and tolerance are important here.

So there you have it. This is not entirely the standard kind of book on SPD, the grammar is based on a casual everyday mode of speech rather than the typically grammatically correct written use of the language, and there are little things thrown in for the quirkier reader and (let’s face it) because I love geek stuff. If you feel you can read under those conditions, please, come in and read a bit. Heck, if you don’t feel so sure about it, why not give the book a shot anyway? While I’m asking you not to write hate mail to my poor, innocent editor, you can get on the Internet and complain to or about me all you like afterwards.

Last but not least, welcome to this book! Make yourself at home!

Chapter 1
Getting Started

Who are we? Why are we here? No, I’m not going to address the big questions of life, the universe, and everything. I’m going to try to let you know why this book might be useful to you and whom and what it’s for.

This book is written for humans: parents, teachers, therapists, and pretty much anyone else connected to someone with Sensory Processing Disorder (SPD)—or who want to know what SPD is. It’s also for anyone who wants to understand SPD better and/or anyone who might want some practical examples for helping kids with SPD.

What should you expect from this book? Well, I’m going to be solidly frank with you folks who haven’t experienced SPD from the inside. I’m not just going to provide directly helpful info, like examples and ideas, I’m also going to spend some serious time explaining what approaches are hurtful and what it means to a kid when the adults around her just don’t “get it.”

I’m assuming that if you have picked up this book, you have some ideas about what SPD is—and that you are dealing with an actual human being with SPD and want to be able to help him or her and figure out how to survive the process of growing up with SPD. The stories and ideas here mostly coalesce around childhood, but as an adult with SPD, I’ll be sharing some stories from my recent experiences as well.

There is no age limit on either having SPD or improving one’s sensory processing and outlook—seriously! Okay, there’s one limit: Posthumous diagnosis doesn’t actually help the person with sensory processing issues (but, sometimes looking back at late family members with a new understanding often actually makes the past clearer).

So, dear reader, whether you are a parent or a teacher, an occupational therapist (OT) or a pediatrician, there is something here for you. If you are simply stuck in the bathroom with nothing else to read, I’ll do my best to produce some interesting stories and amusing factoids to provide you with a bit of entertainment.

To make a long story short, this book is intended for a pretty broad audience of people interested in learning about and coping with Sensory Processing Disorder. That’s not just because my publisher would like a book that several people will actually buy—it’s also because I like you. I really, really like you.

No, no, I’m not hitting on you. Having spoken around the United States to a lot of folks about sensory issues (and also autism and Asperger’s Syndrome and anything else people will sit still for), I’ve found that I am really quite fond of people who want to learn and understand more. I’m just pleased to meet anyone who genuinely wants to be a better, more effective parent/ teacher/therapist/person.

It’s pretty darn great to deal with folks who want to learn—especially when they are going through a serious rough patch with a child who definitely did not get the factory-standard brain, and it’s making them go maybe just a little bonkers.

If you are here, if you are reading this, then it’s rather likely that you care about what is going on with the kids in your life, and you want to help them and maybe in the process understand what is going on inside them. The fact that you have showed up for this—picked up this book and opened it—means you have one of the most important traits a human being can possess: the desire for information. You want knowledge, you want practical examples, and you are willing to spend your extremely valuable time and energy to get those things.

Thus, I feel there is a very high statistical chance that you are awesome. And I’m not saying that just because you bought my book. (Okay, maybe buying my book is a little part of it.) But mainly, it’s likely that you want to be even more awesome than you already are and are willing to do what it takes to get there. That means you have my vote right away.

All Right, but Who Am I?

So why on earth should you care that I think you are awesome, other that the fact that it shows how extremely smart and insightful I am? And why is someone with no letters to speak of after her name writing a book about such a complicated neurological issue?

My name is Jennifer, and I have Sensory Processing Disorder, which in my case comes along with a large side order of Asperger’s Syndrome.

When I got diagnosed with Asperger’s, it led me to a book or three about SPD, which changed my life drastically for the better. It turns out that learning about SPD is a valuable and powerful venture, even if you are in your 30s when it happens.

Yes, I got my diagnosis as an adult. It was in 2002, in fact, when I was 36. (Please take a moment to flip to the photo of me on the back cover, so you can immediately e-mail or Facebook me and tell me I look much too young to have been 36 in 2002. It’s the polite thing to do.)

While I had no official diagnosis as a kid, everybody knew that “something’s the matter with Jennifer.” There were teachers who threw up their hands regularly and a few who regarded me as basically a problem with feet. Something weird was going on—I just didn’t get the information I was supposed to be getting or understand the super-obvious things that any child my age could understand. My assessment test scores and classroom performance didn’t line up, and my behavior often challenged, confused, and annoyed teachers who believed “she’s bright enough to know better.”

But why does all this matter? Well, first of all, I’m obviously fascinating ... okay, maybe I’m not intrinsically the most fascinating person in the world—maybe not even in the top 10, or 1,000,000. BUT. I did go through a childhood pattern that will be extremely familiar to a whole lot of parents and teachers, and, now that I’m grownup, I’m able to explain what it’s like on the inside of SPD.

I also grew up with parents who had no idea of what “Sensory Processing Disorder” might be (it was the olden days, remember?), yet I was lucky enough to have a mother who was more than sharp enough to be able to tell that something was going on. In fact, all three of her kids grew up with different forms of SPD, and she rose to the challenge by reading about child development and developing her own ways to get us going and keep us functional. She’s a pretty good mom.

That means I have a lot of tips, tricks, and examples for you about facing SPD in childhood and overcoming it. These include interventions (my mom being clever) that are now standard recommendations and problems I encountered needlessly that you might be able to avoid. I also have a background of classroom issues that I will share in gory detail.

Being diagnosed as an adult meant having a chance to really understand and wrestle with my own SPD. I’ve found a ton of ways to modify situations and my responses to them, and I’ve been able to genuinely change and improve my sensory processing abilities in several different ways. The stories about my life post-diagnosis are about getting better and doing better.

But while I do have SPD and am up to my earlobes in anecdotes and ideas, that doesn’t mean you’re going to just get my own personal story and nothing else. I’ve done a lot more research than just living with SPD and with other people who have it.

Once I was diagnosed with Asperger’s, I found information on SPD pretty quickly. Not only did I start reading everything I could about it, I started asking people questions. I spoke with lots of people, asked lots of questions, and gleaned lots and lots of useful input.

I attended autism conferences, sensory conferences, special-needs conferences, education conferences—anything I could get to where I could possibly learn more. That means I’ve met lots of parents, teachers, psychologists, occupational therapists, speech therapists—all kinds of people interested in helping kids live and learn better.

It turns out that if you ask anyone and everyone to make an appointment to talk for just a little bit in person or by phone, a lot of people will give you 20 or 30 minutes of their time. I’ve interviewed a lot of people about their experiences with SPD and kids. I try to make sure I don’t take too much time, and I always politely take “no” for an answer—it’s never an advantage to be a time suck or annoyance.

It’s been a wonderful mix of newbies, old hands, and genuine experts. I’ve interviewed parents whose child just got diagnosed with SPD, and I’ve spoken with OTs with years or decades of practice in helping kids overcome SPD. Even a few nationally or internationally renowned experts have found a few minutes to answer a question or two for me.

I’ve had great luck. Eventually I managed to work my way into speaking gigs at conferences, which means meeting more speakers. Carol Kranowitz has told me some great stories. She rocks! Temple Grandin has taught me a great deal about SPD, autism, and how genetic problems can affect the process of moving hogs from one place to another. She rocks as well!

Then there are the books, articles, and digging in to the existing research. I’ve read everything from the writings of parents who described their own personal journeys to pieces I found in professional peer-reviewed journals. Sometimes I read stuff so technical that I have to send out a bunch of e-mails just to find someone who can explain it on my level. Sometimes I read stuff that is just plain fun and funny. And sometimes parents break my heart with their personal stories of trying to help their children just be able to eat, sleep, or play like other kids.

If you are a parent, teacher, or anyone who works with kids on a regular basis, I do have one advantage over you: I have time to do this. My life has turned into a whirlwind of reading and interviews and speaking and writing. And that’s what I can bring to you.

The reason I’m telling you all of this is to let you know that I’ve made every effort to get good information to help you. If I tell a story about my childhood, there’s a darn good chance it’s supported by research and experiences from a number of sources. Sure, I love talking about myself, and I personally find myself pretty fascinating, but the stories here are chosen to sync up with what really works for real kids.

You deserve good information, and the stories and ideas herein have been carefully chosen to represent the best knowledge I can find on SPD. Please keep that in mind when I tell you that my third-grade teacher was sometimes a total stinky poop-head.

Having awesome parents and lots of opportunities for helpful activities made my childhood better than it would have been without intervention. Learning about SPD as an adult has given me the ability to live life more fully and joyfully. That’s something I want to share with you.

Dedication

Acknowledgments

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All Right, but Who Am I?