Thank you to everyone at Penguin Random House for publishing The Search. In particular, I’d like to say a huge thank you to my brilliant editor, Emad Akhtar, for all of his help and great ideas. A very big thank you to publishing director, Maxine Hitchcock, for her support and faith in me. I am also very grateful to Eve Hall, Beatrix McIntyre, Sarah Day, Jenny Platt and George Foster for all their hard work on my behalf.
I would like to thank my brilliant literary agent, Phil Patterson at Marjacq, who has helped me to publish seven books now. I could not have done any of this without him. Thanks also to Sandra Sawicka at Marjacq for handling the foreign-language versions of my books.
Thanks to Peter Hammans and all at Droemer Knaur in Germany, and a very big thank you to the brilliant Ion Mills at No Exit.
The following people have all helped or supported me in different ways at key times in my writing career: Adam Pope, Andy Davis, Nikki Selden, Gareth Chennells, Andrew Local, Stuart Britton, David Shapiro, Peter Day, Tony Frobisher, Eva Dolan, Katie Van Sanden and Gemma Sealey.
To my lovely wife, Alison, I have to say a huge thank you for believing in me all these years. Your support kept me going.
My amazing daughter, Erin, makes every day brighter, particularly when the words aren’t flowing across the page like they are supposed to. Thank you, Erin, for your love and inspiration. I couldn’t have done it without you.
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To Alison & Erin
My Story
by Adrian Wicklow
I screamed from day one.
I was born screaming, or so my dear mother told me. I screamed from the moment they dragged me into this ridiculous world.
‘This one has plenty to say for himself,’ the midwife told her, and she was right about that but no one was listening. Nobody paid me any attention. Not for years.
Then I started killing and it all changed. All of a sudden, people cared. I killed again and again. They were desperate to find me then. Some of them became obsessed with me. It felt so good to know I was in everybody’s thoughts. You see, everything changed when I started taking their children.
They noticed me then.
1976
‘I dare you to do it,’ she told him, ‘I double dare you.’
So it was a double dare and he couldn’t just ignore it.
‘Why should I?’
‘Because I double dare you,’ she repeated, and there was no arguing with that. It was reason enough for a ten-year-old boy to do as he was asked. The fact she was a girl, and he didn’t want to look like a coward in front of her, clinched it. If he didn’t do this dare, she’d tell all the other girls and they’d flap their elbows like chickens and make clucking noises when he walked by. He couldn’t bear the thought of that.
But it was a very long way down.
Maybe she would tell the girls if he did do it, and then he’d be a bloody hero. That gave him courage and he took a step closer to the edge, but only a step. He was still a little way back from the perimeter fence, but he could see the great expanse of the old limestone quarry ahead of him. Most of the basin of the huge quarry was flooded, and nature had reclaimed it. Vegetation grew where once bare rock had been, while thick bushes thrived all around the flood water, from the bottom of the slopes until they hugged the steep sides of the quarry, which were covered in moss. Even trees grew out of the ledges here, before stretching upwards, as if trying to climb the cliffs of the quarry so they could haul themselves out and make a break for freedom.
The limestone had been hewn out years ago for building projects, and all that remained was a huge crater. Most of the stone became part of the new houses that widened the village of Maiden Hill on all sides during the boom years of the sixties. These two-up two-downs ringed the village like the circled wagons in a western.
The enormous hole that remained seemed to stretch for miles and miles, but he could still see the other end. It wasn’t how wide the crater was that was troubling him; it was how deep it looked. Every kid in the village was frightened of the quarry. They had all heard tales of children who had disappeared out here; swallowed up by the dark water at one end of the crater or dashed to pieces on the rocks at the other. Everyone knew that ghosts lived out here and bogeymen, and there was a grey lady too, who haunted the place after dark and could scare people to death with just one look. You were all right as long as you went in a group or with a friend, but if you came out here on your own those evil spirits would rush out at you and push you over the edge of the quarry just so they could watch you fall and listen while you screamed.
Every kid knew that.
The adults didn’t believe it, though. His mum had told him it was all nonsense. ‘Don’t you think I’d have read about it in the paper,’ she asked him, while she was baking in the kitchen, ‘if a kid had gone over the edge of that quarry? Don’t you reckon we’d have heard about it if someone was missing a child?’ And she laughed at his fears and offered him her wooden spoon to lick the cake mix from. Adults didn’t understand these things. They had forgotten what it was like to be a child; to believe in something because you just know it deep down to be true. They had to be told things by the TV or newspapers, but they were just stories as well, so how did they know they weren’t made up?
He knew the stories were real, so he couldn’t understand why the girl wasn’t scared, and this meant he couldn’t be frightened either. He wasn’t allowed to be more scared than a girl. That was another rule.
He hesitated now and looked at the gap in the wire.
‘I’ll go through the fence as well,’ she assured him, ‘just to watch you. I’m not doing it, but you can do it. I bet you can.’
He took his time thinking about it then gingerly edged further forward until he was able to stretch out his leg and push it through a gap in the fence. He wondered who had pulled at this first and how long it had taken them to worry away at it until they were able to bend the wire up and apart, forcing a hole in the fence that had been placed here to keep everyone away from the sheer drop that lay beyond it. He wondered how many other kids had gone through it, as he was about to. He had to hold on to the wire and lower himself virtually to the ground so he was almost on his back, then slide his feet through the gap first, his coat catching on the ragged wire until he managed to wriggle free.
Then he was through the gap and he stood up on the other side, a giddy, dizzying feeling sweeping over him, part excitement, part fear.
‘See,’ she said from behind the fence. ‘You did it, and there’s plenty of room.’
And there was.
Kind of.
He was standing on a plateau that jutted out into the bowl of the quarry’s giant crater but there was nothing now to protect him from a long fall on to sharp rocks. The fence had been placed around the quarry in a large, uneven circle. Most of the time, it went right to the edge, and there was nothing beyond the fence but a sheer drop. The crater wasn’t a perfect circle, though, so here and there slabs of land became imprisoned beyond the fence and jutted out into the quarry like jetties on a lake. The bit he was standing on was easily large enough for her to join him, and she wriggled through. On one side, tall, thick bushes created a natural barrier at the edge. The other side of the plateau was unprotected. He felt sick just standing there now. He knew if he were to close his eyes and take three steps he would fall over the edge, then be dead and gone for ever.
‘You’ve done it … almost!’ she said, but that wasn’t true. The really hard part, the bit she had double dared him to do, still remained. She wanted him to hold on to the wire fence from the inside and leave the relative safety of their rocky outcrop to make his way along the edge of the quarry, which had only a small, rutted bit of grassy land against it to keep him safe. He would have to plant his feet on a ledge that wasn’t much wider than his shoes while holding on for his life with splayed fingers that clutched the octagonal gaps in the wire as he went hand over hand.
He leaned forward again and looked at the ground far below. ‘I don’t know,’ he said, trying to sound calm. ‘What if I fall?’
‘You won’t fall. Freddie Andrews didn’t fall.’
‘Yeah, but he’s thirteen,’ he reminded her, ‘and his dad’s in prison.’ This meant Freddie had nothing to lose because his life was already horrible and it wasn’t ever going to get any better, not never. Freddie had scrambled around that edge from the inside like he didn’t care if he fell or not. He’d reached the other gap in the wire, which had to be at least twenty steps along the ledge, before you even knew it. Then he’d climbed out to cheers that must have been the highlight of his sad, young life.
‘Naah,’ he said. ‘I could do it …’ He wanted her to know he was capable of the act. ‘I just don’t want to.’
‘Go on!’ she urged him. She smiled then, and the smile seemed to come from deep within and something lit up inside him. That smile made him want to do anything she asked.
Anything.
There was a fire in her eyes when she said, ‘I triple dare you.’
1996
‘So I suppose I was the last one to see her alive,’ Billy told the awestruck girl in the pub. ‘Well, not the last, obviously,’ and he gave her the grim half-smile he always used at this point.
‘Oh my God,’ she said. ‘That’s terrible,’
He was already wondering if he had overcooked it or whether the line had grown stale from repetition over the years. It hadn’t quite tripped off his tongue this time. He felt like an old club comedian who has told the same joke once too often.
And he was drunk. Perhaps too drunk.
None of this stopped her from taking his hand in hers and giving it a supportive squeeze, so maybe there was some hope. The barren run had to end sometime, right?
‘It’s just sooo sad and awful,’ she was empathising now, her eyes wide and tears beginning to form in them. ‘I don’t know how you’ve coped with this for so long.’ She shook her head solemnly and he wondered if she would lean in for the hug, or if perhaps he should risk it, but he hesitated, mindful of the age gap between them. Was it really eleven years? Apparently so. He was thirty and this student just nineteen. It had been so much easier when he was the same age as them. Teenagers were always so emotional with one another and everything seemed huge and overblown. He would pick one who was sitting on her own – the depressed girl at a party who was maybe not as good-looking as her friends, say – then he’d ask her if she was okay. He’d permit her a few self-indulgent minutes to moan about her sadness and isolation while offering more sympathy than it was worth, then he would gradually give up his own tale, one sentence at a time, as if reluctant to do so. This was of course also the story of poor little Susan Verity, and almost everyone had heard of her.
If he pitched it exactly right, the girl on the receiving end of his story would not only feel sorry for him but would usually be mortified at having bothered him at all with her own trivial problems. That would be his ‘in’. If things went really well he might even ask to crash at her place for the night and, once he was in her room …
Danny called him the king of the sympathy-shag, but Billy wasn’t bothered. The notion amused him, in fact, and he had come to think of this as the only perk of the millstone around his neck. Billy Thorpe would always be the last person on earth to have seen poor little Susan Verity alive before she was taken by a monster, and this had stayed with him, as if, somehow, he shared the blame for the village’s guilty secret.
Subconsciously, people tended to steer clear of him. Girlfriends, in particular, were always very hard to come by, as if he carried a form of baggage they were unwilling to take on. Billy learned early on that what happened that day held the power to completely overshadow the rest of his life, even though he was only ten years old at the time. So he didn’t feel bad using this tale to get his end away. Why should he? What else did he have to offer a young woman like this one? He wasn’t tall, he wasn’t good-looking; he didn’t even have a job. He had no other stories with which to impress her; nothing other than his proximity to that tragic girl on the day she was lost.
‘I read about in the paper just this morning,’ the pretty student told him earnestly, her eyes wide, and he tried hard to remember her name. She’d told him at the beginning but it had gone from his mind almost instantly because of the drink. ‘It’s nearly the anniversary, isn’t it?’
He nodded sadly. ‘Yeah, so it’s impossible to forget about it all, even if I wanted to. Which I don’t,’ he added quickly, in case she thought him callous.
‘You poor thing,’ she said. ‘Twenty years ago,’
‘And it still seems like yesterday,’ he confided.
‘I wasn’t even born then,’ she said. He could have done without the reminder. He already realized he was punching above his weight with this one. She was not only young but beautiful, with long, dark hair and full red lips he wanted to smother with his own. Her skin was pale and blemish-free.
The girl was back in County Durham from uni and already looking as if she had outgrown the place. The village was no bigger than his own but the pub always attracted a sizeable young crowd, which in turn had attracted him, and it was only a short bus ride away. She let go of his hand then; not suddenly or cruelly, but with a sympathetic, ‘It must be very difficult.’
He gave her his tight-lipped, I’m-a-survivor smile. ‘I have good days and bad days.’
They were interrupted by a great roar from the next room, followed by raucous laughter, which indicated that something was about to get out of hand in the karaoke bar. ‘I’d better be going,’ she said.
‘Me too.’
He followed her out of the pub and, when they were on the pavement, said, ‘Where do you live again?’ even though she hadn’t told him.
‘Brook Lane.’
‘The new houses.’
‘They’ve been there six years,’ she reminded him.
He grinned. ‘They’ll always be the new houses.’ He knew how the real villagers here would view outsiders like her parents who’d bought the posh new-builds. ‘I’ll walk you home.’
‘Oh, no. It’s fine, honestly.’ She wasn’t keen on that idea.
‘Can’t have a young girl going home on her own at this hour,’ he said, then looked at her meaningfully. ‘Of all people, I’m never going to let that happen.’
‘Okay.’ She was weakening now he had made it all about Susan’s disappearance. ‘But won’t it take you out of your way?’
He hadn’t told her where he lived or that the last bus had left ten minutes ago and he faced the prospect of a four-mile trudge home in the dark. He fell in next to her without replying and they walked across the village. ‘You can’t be too careful,’ he said, when he realized she wasn’t going to strike up a new conversation. ‘They never did catch him, you know.’
‘I thought some man admitted it. That’s what it said in the paper.’
‘Yeah, he confessed eventually, but a lot of people still reckon it wasn’t him. That bloke Wicklow killed a bunch of kids, so it made no difference to him whether he admitted it or not. Reckon he just told the police what they wanted to hear. You see, most of his victims were found, except for three other kids and her.’
‘God,’ she said, suddenly interested again now. ‘So you think he’s still out there – the man who killed poor Susan?’
It was never just ‘Susan’. Always ‘poor Susan’ or ‘tragic Susan’.
‘Reckon so. He could be dead, I s’pose, but there’s more than one other kid gone missing since that day.’
‘That’s awful. I can’t imagine what it must be like for the parents,’
‘No one can.’
‘And you never saw anyone? You know, following you, when you were with her?’
‘That’s what the police kept asking, but I never saw a soul. I was only ten, but I’d have remembered if I had.’ He realized she was more than a little interested now. They always were. Once they’d heard the story of Susan Verity, they couldn’t get enough of it. They all wanted a few ghoulish titbits to take home with them, something they could tell their pals in the pub. They would boast about knowing him, the last boy to see the vanished girl alive. ‘They said he was probably stalking us all that time.’
‘Really? Crikey.’ She already sounded like some posh southern girl because of that fancy university of hers.
‘So they told me. The police said it was more than likely he’d spotted us when we were all playing in the fields together then followed her after we split into smaller groups. They reckon he must have waited till Susan went off on her own before he approached her.’
‘What do they think happened then?’
She was hooked, wanting to know every gory detail. ‘They don’t know,’ he said, ‘it’s always been a mystery’; and he could see she was disappointed: ‘But there were several theories that didn’t make it into the newspapers’ – and that piqued her interest once more.
‘Like what?’ she asked, and she stopped walking at that point so she could turn to face him.
‘Well, I shouldn’t say,’ he said, and she looked disappointed, ‘but if you promise not to tell anyone …’
‘Of course,’ she said.
‘Cross your heart and hope to die?’
‘What?’
‘Figure of speech,’ he said, and he jerked his head to indicate they should keep moving. He didn’t want to run out of stories before he reached her front door.
‘They said he probably lured her away,’ he explained. ‘Offered to show her something interesting, like puppies or kittens, or maybe he said her mother was ill and she had to come with him.’ They were almost at her street now. ‘But I reckon he forced her.’
‘Forced her?’
‘Picked her up and just carried her off,’ he said. ‘She was only a little thing, barely anything of her, really.’
‘But wouldn’t she have screamed?’
‘Maybe, but if he jammed his hand over her mouth …’ he said reasonably. ‘And anyway, who’s going to hear you out there? We were in the fields, remember; miles from anywhere. It was different back then, kids were allowed to roam; their parents didn’t realize how many bad people there were in the world.’
‘God, that’s chilling.’
‘Anyway, I don’t reckon screaming helps.’
‘You don’t?’ The notion alarmed her.
He shook his head. ‘People don’t really react, do they?’
‘I hope they do.’
‘How many times do people hear a shout and think it’s someone having a row that’s none of their business? No,’ he concluded firmly. ‘Screaming doesn’t help.’
He realized she was looking for something in her bag, probably her front-door key. He needed to think quickly. ‘If you’ve got time for a coffee, I can tell you more.’
She understood that he was inviting himself into her home and looked a little alarmed at the prospect. ‘Oh, I can’t. I’m sorry. I’ve got to be up in the morning.’ That was a lie, she was a student. What the hell did students have to get up for anyway?
‘Oh, don’t be boring,’ he said.
‘I’m not,’ she said firmly, ‘I just have to go.’ She could be formidable when she wanted to be. Sometimes, you could pressure a girl into doing things by making her seem like a dull plank, but not this one. ‘But listen, it was great talking to you, and I mean, really, it was all … wow.’ She had either lost the power of speech or was concentrating on getting away from him as swiftly as possible.
‘You, too,’ he said quietly, ‘and thanks for listening to me. Most people don’t understand, but you …’ He gave her his best sad look then. ‘Well, let’s just say, you get it.’
‘Aw … thanks,’ she said, and he got the hug he was hoping for then. He held her close and breathed in the sweet scent from her hair and whatever it was she sprayed her body with before putting on her clothes. God, it felt good, and he wanted it to last for ever, or at least until morning.
She broke free then and, even though he knew it was a long shot, he still leaned in for the kiss, because you never knew.
‘Let’s not,’ she said, pressing both her palms firmly against his chest.
‘I felt like we had a connection.’
‘But I just want to be friends.’
‘I understand,’ he said, though he didn’t, and not for the first time he wondered how she could be so moved by his amazing story – the story of poor, tragic Susan, at any rate – without wanting to be more intimate. What was wrong with him? ‘I’ll still walk you to your door, though,’ he said, but she backed away.
‘No, it’s fine,’ she said. ‘I can literally see my front door from here.’
‘Well, no, you can’t, not really.’ He was taken aback by the lie. At best, she could see the start of the cut that would lead into her street, but it seemed she would rather risk walking through that dimly lit alleyway on her own than go down it with him. He felt the anger begin to bubble up inside him, fuelled, as it always was, by booze and the reality of rejection.
But she was gone already. She’d run across the road, as if she had spotted a brief gap during rush hour, even though they hadn’t seen a single moving car since they left the pub together. ‘Bye!’ she called, and gave him a little wave.
He watched the girl go, taking all his hopes with her.
‘Bitch,’ he said quietly to himself.
POLICE REOPEN BOTCHED MISSING GIRL CASE
By our crime correspondent
Durham police have been forced to reopen the case of a young girl who has been missing for twenty years, following a TV documentary which suggested that officers had acted incompetently. Ten-year-old Susan Verity vanished in 1976 but police botched the investigation into her disappearance, according to the film, which will be aired tonight.
Susan has never been found but, five years after her disappearance, multiple child-killer Adrian Wicklow admitted killing the schoolgirl. He later withdrew his confession, claiming it was beaten from him by detectives.
According to a source close to the production team, the documentary, Cover-up: The Truth about Susan Verity, will list a string of errors made by the police. Officers were under huge pressure to find the missing girl and numerous mistakes were made. Detectives are accused of cutting corners and failing to pursue promising leads. The documentary makers allege:
- Valuable time was wasted at the outset when it was assumed that Susan had simply run away and would soon return home. No search was made for the missing girl for several hours.
- There was a ‘culture of drink’ within the team, with a number of serving detectives accused of severe alcoholism and of being regularly drunk on duty.
- A police appeal for help from the public led to them being bombarded with hundreds of false sightings, a number of malicious accusations made by disgruntled neighbours and many bogus leads, which distracted detectives. Police received so many calls they had to use card indexes and boxes of files to store the information, but they did not have the necessary resources to question everyone, leaving the case to run cold.
- A sole witness thought she had seen a man who matched the description of Adrian Wicklow in Susan’s village that morning. The elderly lady’s statement was later discredited and no attempt was made to prosecute Wicklow for any crime involving Susan Verity. He is serving a life sentence for other murders.
- Wicklow’s claim that a confession was extracted from him ‘under torture’ was backed up by witnesses, who observed severe bruising on the killer, which appeared only after he had been detained in custody. At the time, the police dismissed his allegation, claiming that Wicklow had received his injuries while ‘resisting arrest’.
- Officers became so desperate to find clues they even turned to a medium for help, a tactic criticized as ‘utterly bonkers’ by modern-day detectives. ‘Psychic Sandra’ succeeded only in sending an already overstretched team into meltdown, as they combed large areas of land far away from Susan’s village because the medium ‘sensed’ the presence of the girl at each location.
Susan Verity’s disappearance remains on file as Durham Constabulary’s greatest unsolved mystery. Current Chief Constable James Newman vowed to do everything he could to discover the truth. ‘Mistakes were made, of that there can be no doubt, and I would like to apologize to the relatives of the missing girl. I give my personal guarantee that officers involved in the reopening of this case shall not rest until the truth about Susan Verity’s disappearance has finally been uncovered.’
‘Sir?’ Detective Sergeant Ian Bradshaw had been summoned to his boss’s office. He was surprised to find Kane reading the paper.
‘Come in, lad, sit down,’ Kane told him, but he continued to read until he had finished the article. The DCI leaned forward then, as if he was about to betray a confidence. ‘You’ve heard we are re-examining the Susan Verity case?’ So that’s what the summons was about. ‘The brass see this’ – and the DCI jabbed a finger at the offending article – ‘as a stain on our reputation, something that needs to be cleared up once and for all. The initial investigation was not a particularly thorough one. In fact, I’d say it was scarcely competent.’ Kane looked uncomfortable then. ‘When it became clear there was unlikely to be a satisfactory resolution to the case, desperation set in.’
‘You mean, they pinned it on Adrian Wicklow.’
DCI Kane held up a hand and showed his palm to Bradshaw. ‘I’m not saying that.’
‘Then what are you saying?’
‘Wicklow was questioned about Susan’s disappearance at the time, but so were hundreds of other men. He was arrested five years later, but that was for his other crimes.’
‘He admitted he killed Susan Verity,’ said Bradshaw, ‘so why do we doubt that all of a sudden?’
‘He confessed as soon as he was arrested then he withdrew that confession and claimed it was beaten out of him. He finally copped for it, years later, long after he was found guilty of the other killings, but he has a history of messing everyone around and the CPS reckoned he’d likely change his tune again once he was in the dock, so he was never formally charged with her murder since he was already serving a life sentence. There was no body, for starters. People forget that Wicklow was found guilty of only three murders, even though we strongly suspect he was responsible for at least seven, possibly eight or nine.’ He sighed. ‘Maybe even more. The other murders were all left on file, including Susan Verity’s. The CPS didn’t want to confuse a jury by bringing a bunch of charges that were hard to prove alongside ones where there was a reasonably strong chance of a conviction. Everyone knew that the judge would give him life for one child killing, so there was no need to go after him for all of them.’
‘The families of the victims might disagree.’
Kane ignored this. ‘In the end Wicklow was found guilty and he did get a life sentence. He’ll never be released.’ He paused, his face grim. ‘Of course, that’s when the fun started. He has been running everyone ragged ever since. First, he said he was an innocent man and was working on an appeal. That got him a bit of press coverage, but not much sympathy, so when he was denied the right to appeal he changed his tune completely. He admitted the three murders he was convicted of but said he had nowt to do with the others.’
‘The ones left on file? Why would he bother to deny them?’
‘To cause us grief. We got him for cases where bodies were discovered and there was physical evidence, but there were numerous other disappearances linked to him. In four of those cases, the bodies were never found.’
‘So why the focus on her and not the others?’
‘In the other cases, it was pretty clear what had happened. When the kids went missing there were several sightings of a man who looked like Wicklow or of a car that matched his, and he didn’t have an alibi for any of them. There was also nothing to indicate that the kids might have been snatched or killed by someone they knew.’
‘And the Susan Verity case is different?’
‘Only one eyewitness reported having seen Wicklow in the area when Susan disappeared, and she was an old lady.’ Kane spread his palms to indicate how unreliable her testimony was likely to be. ‘Plus, there were other possible suspects, some closer to home. Read the case files and you’ll see what I mean. Now we have this documentary crew raking things up, claiming Wicklow might not have been involved in the disappearance of Susan Verity at all. They think the real culprit might still be out there. Personally, I don’t think they have the faintest clue. The producer probably met with Wicklow and fell for one of his lies, but this case always seems to catch the public’s imagination; probably because it involved a group of kids playing together and only one of them disappeared, which made it all the more chilling. The killer could have chosen any one of them, but he went for Susan. Anyway, they have stirred up a lot of interest from the press with their bloody documentary and the chief constable wants us to get a result.’
‘What does Wicklow have to say about it these days?’
‘That usually depends on what mood he is in. I did it, then I didn’t do it,’ Kane was impersonating a glib Adrian Wicklow now. ‘I did that one but not this one. I know where that body is buried but I really can’t remember where that one is, it’s too long ago … but wait, it’s all coming back to me now.’ Kane sighed. ‘It’s all a sick game to him because that really is all he has left. He’s been in solitary confinement for fifteen years with no contact with other inmates; they’d kill him if they got the chance. This is the only thing he has to keep him occupied.’
‘Does he get any visitors?’
‘His mother used to go all the time, but she died a few years ago. They were very close and she believed in his innocence, apparently, despite all the evidence to the contrary and his numerous partial confessions. It was always, “My little boy couldn’t have done this,” and she held to that view right up until the end. Other than that, there’s been a procession of psychiatrists, psychologists and numerous other head-doctors all trying to get to the bottom of Wicklow’s motivation for his crimes and make a name for themselves in the process. A few have even written books about him, but he messed every single one of them around. He’d offer cooperation one minute and withdraw it the next. He enjoyed upsetting them.’
‘Is anyone from the original investigation still on the force?’
Kane shook his head. ‘All retired or gone.’
Bradshaw was puzzled. ‘It wasn’t so long ago,’ he said. He was thinking that, fifteen years on from Wicklow’s arrest, a junior detective on that case would surely still be serving somewhere.
‘They all left, Ian.’ It was said firmly, and Kane didn’t usually use Bradshaw’s first name. ‘A dozen men worked that case from the beginning to the end. When it was over, they were finished. The senior men stayed on til retirement, seeing out their time, really; no one expected much from them by then. The younger ones got out while they still could and went off to do something else.’
Bradshaw summed it up. ‘So the evidence is twenty years old, the original team working on it are all gone, Wicklow probably did it anyway, and there’s a hostile press watching our every move. Sounds as if we could be on a hiding to nothing.’
‘Not necessarily,’ argued Kane. ‘We do have one thing going for us. I told you the original investigation was badly handled. I’d say this is a real chance for you to make a name for yourself. I think it’s something you could be suited to. You’ve got results before where more … conventional detectives have failed. Your career has been a bit patchy but I’m suggesting we play to your strengths. You’re bright enough, when you can be bothered to put that academic brain into gear. A lot of good, honest, diligent coppers looked at the Susan Verity case and got tied up in knots. I want fresh eyes on it and a different outlook.’
Bradshaw was used to his boss damning him with faint praise, but at least this time Kane was trusting him with an important investigation, even if it was twenty years old. The chance to make a difference by finding out what really happened to Susan Verity and to bring some closure to her family at last was the clincher. Bradshaw wanted this case. ‘I’ll start reviewing the evidence right away, then I’ll interview everyone associated with her, see what I can come up with.’
‘Yes, fine’ – the DCI was surprisingly dismissive – ‘but I need you to prioritize something else for me first.’ Kane seemed almost reluctant to come to the point. ‘I need you to go and see somebody. Someone who says he knows the truth about what happened that day, twenty years ago. Possibly, he’s the only one who does.’
‘Who?’ Bradshaw didn’t like the sound of this.
‘Adrian Wicklow.’
‘You’re not serious’ – he almost forgot to add the word – ‘sir?’
‘I am.’
‘But you’ve just told me he can’t be trusted and the only thing he has left is the enjoyment of running everyone ragged,’ Bradshaw reminded DCI Kane. ‘What reason could he possibly have for helping us? Why the hell would he tell me the truth now?’
‘Because he’s dying.’
Helen Norton and Tom Carney spent the afternoon in the lounge bar of an old Durham city hotel. The two reporters went there so often they had taken to referring to the place as ‘the office’. Tom had partly converted his house so they could work there but the front room was a cluttered and cramped half-lounge, half-office, so they liked to escape from it. The hotel’s long and spacious bar was a perfect place to plan their week. They’d sit on its enormous sofas, drinking coffee and eating sandwiches. When Helen queried the financial wisdom of this, Tom told her, ‘The cost is nothing like what we’d be shelling out for a real office in town, and we still have to eat, so we might as well do it here.’
Helen had to agree it was a good place to churn over the stories they were working on and discuss new ideas. Helpfully, the hotel provided piles of free newspapers for residents and customers. They could sift through them and discuss possibilities for features or search the local papers for stories they could follow up then sell to women’s magazines. ‘Miracle babies’ were always good, as were articles about people who had survived massive adversity and gone on to do something constructive with their lives.
Working together was meant to have been a temporary arrangement. Helen had been with a Newcastle daily newspaper but then her editor had been killed; run off the road at speed by an anonymous driver she was convinced had been sent by Jimmy McCree, the gangster he and Helen had exposed in a series of damning articles. The shock of Graham’s death convinced her to stay away from the newsroom for a while. She couldn’t imagine working there without her editor. She knew that every time she saw his office the hurt and the guilt would return: for writing the stories that had got him killed, for being the one who survived while Graham was gone, leaving a widow and children behind; and she knew that everyone in the newsroom was likely to blame her for taking on organized crime in their city without thinking of the consequences.
After a few weeks, it was clear she was never going back to the paper and Tom suggested she work with him permanently instead. He was freelance these days and could use a partner. They had worked together on stories before and it seemed a logical move.
At first, they were ridiculously busy, writing features and news articles exposing local politicians’ links to organized crime: backhanders had been given for corrupt land deals, resulting in murder. The stories easily found homes in the tabloids and in magazines and the money had rolled in, but, eventually, interest in those cases inevitably began to wane. A year on, Helen and Tom needed new stories if they were to survive as freelancers, and those did not come from thin air, which was why Helen was avidly watching the local news on the lounge bar’s TV while Tom took a call outside on his mobile, trying to persuade a women’s magazine to run a piece he had dreamed up. Sandwiched between reports of an aborted strike on the railway and a gale that had felled a dozen trees the previous night was a special report on one of the region’s biggest mysteries: the disappearance of Susan Verity.
They were running some archive footage on the screen. The images were faded by time and had a slightly yellowish tinge. They showed a line of uniformed police officers fanning out and trudging slowly across a field near Susan’s home as they searched the ground for evidence. There was a close-up of a dark-haired police officer who was asking for witnesses to come forward and help them with any information they might have about Susan’s disappearance. The caption on the screen revealed that this was Detective Inspector Barry Meade of Durham Constabulary. Presently, the report moved on to show a mug-shot of Adrian Wicklow, who stared smugly out at the camera while the announcer described his arrest some years after Susan went missing then stated that no one was really sure if Susan Verity’s true killer might still be at large even now.
It ended with an appearance earlier today at a press conference by the current Assistant Commissioner, who began by sheepishly admitting that ‘mistakes were undoubtedly made during the crucial early hours of Susan’s disappearance, which is regrettable.’ Helen recalled the image of DI Barry Meade and couldn’t help feeling that, wherever he was now, he had just been hung out to dry.
The AC was fielding questions: ‘No, we are not saying that Adrian Wicklow is innocent of any involvement in the disappearance of Susan Verity. He has never consistently cooperated with the authorities on this or any of the other cases he has been linked to and his pronouncements must therefore be considered unreliable.’
The camera angle widened as the assistant chief constable took further questions from a raised platform. There were two other officers, one either side of him, and Helen recognized Detective Chief Inspector Kane. Helen and Tom had an uneasy – occasionally, downright hostile – relationship with Kane, but they had at least produced results for him. Kane had hired them before as ‘experts’ to assist the police with previous ‘cold’ cases. This could cause friction, if they discovered inconvenient facts that showed the police in a bad light.
‘We have agreed to reopen the case under the guidance of a senior officer with a great deal of experience,’ said the AC. ‘Detective Inspector Kane will carry out a thorough and methodical re-examination of the facts surrounding the disappearance of Susan back in 1976. I can personally assure you that every effort will be made to uncover the truth and bring the perpetrator of this crime to justice.’
So Kane was in charge.
Helen wondered if he might need a little help.
‘Billy Thorpe?’
Billy turned to see a smartly dressed, serious-looking woman walking briskly towards him. ‘They said I’d find you here,’ she said, and sat down next to him without waiting for an invitation. Billy had been enjoying an afternoon of sunshine outside his local pub and her arrival sent a tiny surge of panic through him. Was she a police officer, a lawyer maybe? He was about to go into automatic denial mode, when she said, ‘I’m Amanda Barratt and I’m with North-east News Tonight’ and then when, though his mouth opened, he showed no sign of recognition, she continued: ‘The current-affairs programme that airs in the evenings?’
‘Right,’ he said emphatically, as if he knew what she was talking about.
‘We’re doing an episode on Susan Verity,’ she explained, ‘to mark the twentieth anniversary of her disappearance, and we would love to have you on the show. We’d pay you for your time, of course.’
‘I see,’ he said, a bit narked she’d mentioned money right away like that. Someone must have told her he charged for interviews, but being so upfront about it made him seem cheap. ‘Well, I suppose that would be okay, if it’s for my time and everything.’
‘Of course,’ she said.
‘So how much would you be paying for that?’
She told him, and he had to hide his excitement. She could have had him for half that amount but, obviously, he wasn’t going to let on. In the past, he’d made some good money for his memories, mostly from the big London newspapers. He’d give them a few snippets and they would twist them and somehow exaggerate the hell out of them, turning them into a story that would dominate the page it was printed on. There’d be a big headline like ‘MY CHILDHOOD NIGHTMARE’ or ‘MY LIVING HELL’, accompanied by a strap line which told the reader this statement was ‘by Susan Verity survivor Billy Thorpe’, or ‘the last man to see tragic Susan alive’. The story would feature quotes from him about his guilt at not having been able to save Susan or his shock at knowing it could easily have been him who had been snatched and not her. He always made a point of telling reporters that Adrian Wicklow should hang for his crimes against children. They loved that and often ran a phone-in to see if readers thought the time was right for the government to bring back capital punishment for child killers.
After twenty years, though, Billy didn’t have much left to say on the subject of Susan Verity that he had not said already and the paid stories had started to dry up. This big anniversary would be a great chance for him to earn some proper money again.
‘So when do you want me?’ he asked. He was quite comfortable just now, because he’d lifted a tenner out of his mam’s purse that morning and had spent some of it on four pints already. The reporter had joined him just as he was sinking the last one.
‘Well, now would be good,’ she told him. ‘My car’s just around the corner.’ When his face fell, she added, ‘You can finish your pint first,’ and Billy brightened.
‘Everything you need is in here somewhere,’ the uniformed constable told him, and Bradshaw blinked as the bare bulb flickered on in the small, windowless room. Facing him were three large bookcases full of files, each against a wall. Buried somewhere in among these old cold-case files were the documents on the Susan Verity case and Adrian Wicklow’s other terrible crimes. Finding them, though – that was the challenge.
Bradshaw had never been in this room before. It seemed to be a repository for anyone who had the time or inclination to go through the files looking for a lost lead. Each shelf held stacks of bulging manila files. They contained witness reports, police statements, suspect sightings, victim movements and the testimonies of hundreds of innocent men and women who had been interviewed by police but ruled out of further enquiries, explained the constable. It made you realize just how much leg work went into an average criminal investigation, and there was nothing average about Adrian Wicklow. Bradshaw realized he might be spending quite some time here and was glad that there were a small table and a couple of chairs in the centre of the room.
He thanked the constable for showing him in, and the other man made to leave. ‘Er’ – Bradshaw addressed him as if he had forgotten something – ‘which folders contain the Adrian Wicklow case files?’ Bradshaw expected that he might at least be pointed in the right direction.
The constable stared blankly back at him. ‘All of them.’