Autumn Leaves at Mill Grange
Spring Blossoms at Mill Grange
First published in the United Kingdom in 2020 by Aria, an imprint of Head of Zeus Ltd
Copyright © Jenny Kane, 2020
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Welcome Page
Copyright
Dedication
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Chapter Forty-Six
Chapter Forty-Seven
Chapter Forty-Eight
Epilogue
Acknowledgements
About the Author
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Dedicated to Tammy and Evie, without whom visits to Northmoor House (the ‘real’ Mill Grange) would not be the same.
Thea Thomas checked her mobile. EMERGENCY CALLS ONLY was written in bold type across the top of the screen.
She tried connecting to her Wi-Fi.
Nothing happened.
Relief made her shoulders sag, as a wide smile knocked away some of the nervousness she felt about starting a new job in an unfamiliar part of England.
Here, she could avoid the constant barrage of social media alerts and unwanted texts, calls and emails. Here, she could start over.
*
Positioned at the top of a high rise of land, not far from the southern border of Exmoor, the Victorian manor house called Mill Grange rose from the centre of a gravelled drive, taking command of the surrounding scenery. Three tiers of a once-loved terraced garden fell away from the house in tatty overgrown rows. At the foot of these gardens ran a semi-encircling band of encroaching woodland, which the Ordnance Survey map Thea was clutching declared to stretch down to the River Barle on one side and the meandering River Exe on the other.
Huddled beneath her thick jumper against the sharp March wind, Thea was enfolded in a sensation of freedom and peace. The very stillness of the air, the lack of any visible overhead wires or street lighting, made her feel as if she’d driven into a Victorian time capsule. A Roman historian and archaeologist to the bone, she felt daunted by the prospect of taking on the restoration of a manor centuries removed from her field of expertise. With its fourteen bedrooms, seven bathrooms, numerous associated rooms, outhouses, and the mill after which it was named, a quarter of a mile away on the edge of Upwich village, it was not a task for the faint-hearted. However, the early spring sunshine, which caused the house’s granite walls to glitter with welcoming promise, seemed to be telling her it was going to be alright.
Alongside her Roman studies at university, Thea had trained in industrial archaeology and museum management, and was well-qualified for the job in hand. But this challenge, to turn Mill Grange into a heritage centre, was vastly different from her last posting at the Roman Baths in Bath. She could feel herself prodding the outer edges of her comfort zone.
At least she wouldn’t have to face the unknown alone. Her best friend, Tina, had been associated with the project for some time. Then there was the team of volunteers who’d been working on restoring Mill Grange, on a casual basis, for the last five years. A tingle of anxiety dotted Thea’s palms as she wondered how they’d take to being guided in their endeavours after pleasing themselves for so long.
Flicking an unruly stray brown hair from her eyes, she circuited the outside of the manor house. Thea’s boots made satisfying crunching sounds against the gravel as she attempted to banish her nerves, peering through each window as she went. The eclectic mix of original Victorian and reproduction furniture and artwork she saw within took her breath away. Squinting and pushing her eyes as close to the glass as she could, she studied the wallpaper. It was original. She was sure of it. With every new step and glimpse of the treasures within, she felt more exhilarated.
She could do this.
Thea checked her watch. The courier arranged to deliver the keys to the double doors that would take her inside Mill Grange would not arrive for another hour.
She stood still and listened. Birds called overhead. The breeze rustled the newly budding leaves. Otherwise there was nothing. In that moment Thea felt as if she might be the only human being left in the world.
Rather than being overwhelmed by the isolation of the place, as she walked from the house, down the sloping dew dampened grass towards the long-abandoned kitchen garden, Thea felt more relaxed than she had in weeks.
John would never find her here. It was for his own good. She couldn’t face another excruciating conversation like the one they’d had in February.
It wasn’t him.
It couldn’t be. He’d moved away.
At least, he’d told her he had.
If Thea had any doubts about her vision, the sinking feeling in her stomach confirmed her fears. Her body had sensed her ex-boyfriend’s presence before her brain had finished joining the dots.
A coach-worth of Japanese tourists was following a stressed tour guide around the outside of Bath’s Pump Room. Assessing the amount of lemon cake and espresso she had left, Thea wondered if she should abandon her café lunch and trust to the crush of tourists to shield her from the man she’d hoped never to see again.
Telling herself that the chances of John Sommers spotting her were slim, Thea blew ripples into the top of her coffee. So what if he does see me? We’ve been apart for three months now. He won’t want to talk to me.
Returning to the novel she’d been reading as she sat outside the Abbey Café, Thea was unable to prevent her eyes lifting from the page every few seconds to see if he was still there. On the third surreptitious raise of her eyelids, she finally convinced herself that John had disappeared from view – or that maybe she’d imagined his presence in the first place.
She hadn’t finished exhaling with relief, when a voice from behind made her jump.
‘If it isn’t the gorgeous Miss Thomas! What a coincidence.’
‘What do you want, John?’ Placing her cup onto its saucer, Thea gave an internal groan of resignation.
‘I thought it was you. A pointlessly tiny cup of coffee, a slice of lemon cake and a novel. Such a giveaway! Although I had to do a double-take because your hair is wrong.’
Thea’s hand automatically went to her chocolate brown ponytail. ‘What do you mean it’s wrong?’
‘You’ve grown it.’ It was clear from his tone that the change of style did not meet his approval.
Self-consciously, Thea muttered, ‘Well, I like it,’ into her coffee.
Oblivious to his lack of tact, John smiled in a way that made his emerald eyes shine with the promise of mischief. ‘I wasn’t one hundred per cent sure it was you, but I had to check. It felt like the right thing to do.’
‘The right thing to do?’ Wary, and unsure she wanted the answer to her next question, Thea asked, ‘How did you know I was here?’
Ignoring the enquiry, John pinched a few cake crumbs from her plate. ‘I wanted to ask you to come out to dinner with me tonight.’
Thea almost choked on her coffee.
‘I want to talk to you. It’s been ages. We have a lot to catch up on.’
‘It’s only been three months, John. We have nothing to catch up on.’
John Sommers was the only boyfriend Thea had ever dumped, and he’d made it as difficult as he could. And even then he’d refused to fully let her go.
‘We only dated for a year. It was nice for a while, but then I discovered we wanted different things from life. It took all my courage to tell you it was over.’ Hooking her bag onto her shoulder, Thea stood up. ‘I’m sorry I hurt you, John, but I couldn’t make myself love you. Nor could I mould myself into the woman you wanted me to be.’
‘You couldn’t then. I can see that.’ John’s expression became serious. ‘However, things are different now.’ He centred his attention on the bowl of sugar cubes in the middle of the table. ‘I’m extremely successful. I’ve taken a promotion which has brought me back, to Bath.’
‘Back to Bath?’ Thea held her jacket across her chest. ‘But you only moved to Newcastle two months ago.’
‘You remember the company I worked for here, Sure Digital?’
‘Of course I do! It’s all you ever talked about.’ Thea found herself reaching for the dregs of her coffee. ‘You only left them a couple of months ago.’
‘For a better post in Newcastle, yes…’ John’s eyebrows knitted together as he rubbed his chin. He looked like a caricature of someone trying to think. ‘With hindsight, I was unreasonable to expect you to come with me.’
‘You didn’t ask me to come with you!’ Thea regretted her reaction as soon as she saw the glimmer of hope flash in John’s eyes.
‘I should have said as soon as we got to the restaurant. I see that now. Just think of all the archaeology in the Northumberland and Tyneside area you could have explored up there.’
Trying her best to follow John’s disjointed logic, Thea sat back down with a resigned sigh. ‘It would have made no difference. I have a life here. Anyway, I left you before you told me you were leaving.’
John flapped the point away with a flick of his wrist. ‘It’s immaterial now, because Safe Hands Digital up north, and Sure Digital here, are merging. And guess whose old school friend needs someone to head up the merger and run the newly combined IT department?’
Thea sighed into her cup. ‘I wonder.’
‘Exactly! Yours truly. So here I am, back where I belong, plus with a prestigious position within Sure Digital.’
‘You got a promotion because of who you knew from school?’ Disbelief robbed Thea of a more dynamic response.
‘I’m exactly the sort of man you need in your life if you’re going to continue pursuing a low-paid career path and pay rent in such an expensive area. With me, you’d never have to worry about money again. Sure Digital is going places, and I’m the man at the helm.’
‘I love my job and…’ Thea’s stuttered words faltered as she clutched her bag in front of her like a shield. ‘John, did you listen to a single word I said when we split up?’
He gave her an encouraging smile. ‘I’ve thought very carefully about where I went wrong, and I’ve fixed it, so we’ll be alright now.’
‘Alright now?’ Thea shook her head. ‘How did you come to that conclusion? I’m sorry, John, but I meant what I said. I just don’t love you. It is over. We have split up, for all the reasons I gave in the restaurant—’
‘When you walked out in the middle of our first anniversary dinner.’
Guilt made Thea’s freckled cheeks flush. She’d felt sick at the prospect of dumping him at the time, but as she’d sat, listening to him talk about their future, the house they’d have, the ‘jollies’ she’d go on when she accompanied him on business trips, and how in time they would need an au pair for their children – it had all felt too much.
‘I know my timing was terrible, John, but you freaked the hell out of me.’ Thea absent-mindedly played with the crumbs on her plate. ‘I’d been having an occasional night out with you, when you were in town – that’s all! I had no idea you were planning how we were going to spend the rest of our lives! It was like listening to you input my life onto a spreadsheet.’
John brushed off her summary of their breakup. ‘Like I said, I realised I was being rather old-fashioned. Blame my parents. Mum always followed Dad everywhere. I assumed you’d do the same for me.’
Thea opened her mouth to speak, but John held up his hand so he could finish. ‘I realise now I was being selfish. I should have listened when you said you need your career, so of course you can have it. When our children come along, we can always get some kind of childcare.’
‘Childcare?’
‘I know you want children one day, you told me.’
‘One day.’ Aware she was beginning to sound like a stunned parrot, Thea lifted her eyes from her plate and regarded John properly for the first time since he’d gate-crashed her lunch. ‘How did you know I’d be here?’
‘Oh, that’s easy. Your social media pages have pictures of you, and occasionally some other woman, sat here. There were comments about lunching near the abbey. It wasn’t hard.’ John looked pleased with himself as he added, ‘You’d be surprised what people give away about themselves on Facebook. You should be more careful, you know. This time it’s only me, but what if it was some kind of stalker?’
Thea’s words came out slowly, as if they were battling through fog. ‘You’ve been watching me?’
‘Of course.’ He spoke as if it was the most natural thing in the world. ‘We didn’t have time for a proper goodbye before I moved to Newcastle. I wanted to make sure you were alright.’
‘But I left you. I hurt you, not the other way around. I’m the last person you should care about. Why are you here?’
‘Because I miss you, silly.’ John beamed. Thea had the strangest idea he’d ruffle a hand through her hair if they hadn’t been in a public place. ‘I’m prepared to forgive you for making such a scene on our anniversary. So, let’s draw a line under that and start again. Where would you like to go for dinner tonight?’
Thea stared out of the attic bedroom’s small sash window, struggling to calm the apprehension which was making her stomach act as if it was a washing machine stuck on the spin cycle. Spotting a flash of blue among the tangle of overgrown hedges and leftover autumn leaves, she picked up her binoculars and focused on five azure petalled flowers, complete with hairy stems and oval leaves. A clutch of woodland forget-me-nots was winning the fight against the mass of undergrowth that connected the garden and the woods. It was the glimmer of hope Thea badly needed.
Scanning the full sweep of the manor’s terrain, she hunted for more signs of life. Buds on assorted tree branches and rain-drooped Campanula soon filled the lenses and made her smile away some of her apprehension.
The over-loud tick of the carriage clock, perched on the room’s unusable fireplace, broke into Thea’s moment of escapism. Turning to the rickety single bed, under which she’d stuffed the few belongings that had accompanied her from Bath, Thea wiped her perspiring palms down her jeans.
What was wrong with her?
She was used to having constant battles with her inner shyness and lack of confidence at work, but usually she won the fight. Since she’d taken the job at Mill Grange, however, her ability to hide her insecurities and self-doubt had deserted her in the face of the project’s established volunteers. Tonight, Thea was determined to change that. She had to, or there’d be no hope of finishing renovating the manor in the timeframe the Trust had given her.
Jogging down the two sets of narrow Victorian backstairs to the kitchen, Thea resolved to pull herself together. ‘You’re a professional woman. You know what you’re talking about. You can do this.’
Pushing open the narrow double doors towards the kitchen’s Aga hugging warmth, Thea sank into an oversized wingback armchair. Cocooning herself beneath a pile of throws, she critically examined the site of that day’s restorative activity.
Two nearby seats, companions to the chair upon which she sat, gave off a satisfying aroma of buffed leather. Three kitchen shelves, which had been in danger of collapsing under the twin strains of damp and wear, had been replaced, and every cupboard was empty, ready to be washed out the following day. For now, Thea allowed her mind to skirt over the mountain of cupboard contents and ornaments which sat in random heaps on the dining room table.
Every one of the kitchen’s vast external surfaces had been scrubbed to within an inch of its life with the aid of willpower, elbow grease and Radio Two. Mabel had made it clear she’d rather have listened to Radio Four. They’d always listened to Radio Four before.
Before, meant before Thea. Before her.
Thea winced. Something had to be done about the steely-haired seventy-five-year-old, with permanently rolled up sleeves, a different apron for everyday of the week and coordinating rubber gloves. But what should that something be? Mabel Hastings had been at the tiller of the restoration of Mill Grange for so long that, even though Thea had been employed by the house’s trustees as overseer of the project, she couldn’t, or wouldn’t, let go.
Mabel was a dynamo of activity. Set her in the direction of a task and she was off; unstoppable until every cobweb had been vanquished and every spider had packed its suitcase ready to emigrate to the safety of one of Mill Grange’s many outbuildings. And goodness knows there wasn’t a grease stain or blocked toilet that could go the distance with her. The problem was that in Mabel’s eyes, there were two ways of doing things: her way, or the wrong way. Thea’s way definitely fell into the latter category.
There was no doubting Mabel’s methods were effective, even if they generally involved some magical cleaning compound that had vinegar at its heart and left the lingering aroma of acetic acid hanging around for hours afterwards. But although Mabel was thorough, she was not fast. Nor was she an easy woman to talk to, or persuade into doing something she didn’t wish to do.
Taking comfort in the bouquet of polished leather and fresh cut wood (minus vinegar for once) infusing the air, Thea closed her eyes. At least John would never find her here. There was no chance of tracking her on social media (which she’d stopped using after his unwanted arrival in Bath). She’d changed her mobile number and email address anyway though. Just in case.
Taking a deep breath, Thea levered herself from the cushioned safety of the armchair. Dwelling on the past wouldn’t help. Not if she wanted the immediate future to be the success it deserved to be. She owed it to Mill Grange itself, if nothing else.
Heading to the huge oak table that dominated in the centre of the oblong room, Thea stroked its smooth sides. Local legend claimed that Mill Grange had only been built because Lady Upwich had fallen in love with that very table, but couldn’t get it into her current home. So, in 1856, Mill Grange mark two had been constructed, extending the original house to surround the table.
Thea wasn’t sure how much of that was true.
Mabel was convinced of every word.
Thea would have liked to check for historical proof, but the trip she’d promised herself to the archivist’s office in either Taunton or Exeter hadn’t yet happened. There was just so much else to do if the house and mill were going to be ready to open in August.
As she pushed her shoulders back, Thea’s private determination to make the manor perfect urged her on. She’d wanted a fresh challenge as well as a fresh start away from her past, so when Tina, who worked for the Exmoor Heritage Trust, had mentioned that they were advertising for a project manager and eventual curator for Mill Grange, the timing had felt like a gift from the Goddess of Wisdom – Minerva herself. Thea had applied straight away.
An involuntary shudder tripped down Thea’s spine as the memory of the last time she’d seen John nudged itself, uninvited, to the forefront of her mind.
It had been four days before she’d started her new job. Once he’d finally accepted that she didn’t want to go out to dinner with him after his unexpected arrival at the Abbey Café, and following a dozen subsequent failed attempts to engage her interest, John had turned up in her local pub in Bath. Looming over her seat and blocking Thea’s view of the scattering of early evening locals, John had spoken quietly. There had been a smile on his face, but she’d noted the strain in his eyes, and she’d had to battle with her conscience not to invite him to join her for a drink just to be kind.
His tone had been serene, but she’d had a horrible feeling he was close to bursting into tears, when, as if caught in some eighteenth-century time warp, John had spelt out why it was unacceptable for Thea to be in a pub on her own. It sounded laughable; it was laughable. But it wasn’t funny.
Feeling hemmed in and increasingly responsible for John’s desperate behaviour, Thea had tried one last time.
‘I’m asking you to leave here for your own good. Sort yourself out, John. You deserve better than this. I’ve told you I don’t love you. I’m sorry – I wish I did, for your sake – but I just don’t.’
Doing her best to shake off the spectre of her ex, who, thankfully, she hadn’t seen since, Thea addressed the empty kitchen. ‘If I can cope with John and his warped approach to romance, then I can cope with Mabel’s overzealous good intentions.’ She danced a finger along the grain of the polished oak table. Time I stuck to the reliable things in life, like coffee, cake and history.
*
April 4th Evening
The kitchen clock struck a quarter to seven. The meeting wasn’t due to start for another half an hour. At least four of them would be early. Not one of them would be late.
None of the seven volunteers working to restore Mill Grange would want to miss what had been building up as a ‘Thea versus us’ showdown for the past fortnight.
She wasn’t sure how it had happened. In her naïvety, Thea had assumed the volunteers would be glad to have someone take the worry of time and expenses from their shoulders. Surely the job was easier for them, unpaid as they were, if they could get on with the tasks she saw as the most urgent. The main thing was to have the house ready to open in time for the approaching summer holiday period.
In reality, every suggestion or instruction she’d made had been listened to politely, before the volunteer in question reported to Mabel, as they’d always done. Sometimes the tasks Mabel had in mind coincided with Thea’s. Often they didn’t, and the allotted job would be substituted for another.
Thea had been polite and considerate, constantly making allowances for the fact that she was the newcomer. But no amount of explaining and cajoling made any difference. After fourteen exhausting days of making a concerted attempt to be accepted as manager, she had become tired of fighting against the way things had been done prior to her arrival.
Annoyed at her failure to manage the group, and resisting the urge to grab the emergency bottle of wine she’d hidden in the fridge, Thea put on the kettle. If she was going to get through this with her soul intact, it was going to take more than the heavily sugared lemon cake Tina had made her. It was going to take coffee. Strong coffee.
Heaping rather too many beans into the grinder, Thea wondered how her workforce would react if they discovered she’d been living in the attic since her arrival.
It hadn’t been her intention to use what had once been a maid’s bedroom as anything other than a temporary holding point for the few belongings she hadn’t put into storage and a place to sleep for two or three nights. Her new working routine however, had become so busy so fast, that Thea hadn’t got round to searching for anywhere to live. She needed to be on site during every hour of daylight if there was any hope of opening on the day the trustees had demanded. Anyway, all the available, affordable rental accommodation was over twenty miles away, along remote moorland roads. Finding a home simply hadn’t happened. The guilt of living in secret, rent-free, was offset by the knowledge that the only time Thea stopped working was when she slept.
The sound of boots crossing the stone chipped courtyard outside the kitchen door tied her stomach into a dozen knots.
‘Get a grip, woman. You co-ran an entire museum in Bath, for goodness’ sake. You managed a team so big that you never did find the time to meet them all. Surely you can sort out eight people and get them all to play nicely!’
As a voice at the back of her head unhelpfully pointed out that it was much easier to tell people what to do if you’d never set eyes on them, the back door opened and Tina bounced in.
Thea smiled. The word ‘bounced’ summed Tina up perfectly. Ever since they’d met as archaeology students at Durham University fourteen years ago, Tina had faced life with an endless ability to shrug off a crisis. Thea had learnt early on that much of this was an act. Tina’s way of coping with the ups and downs of existence was to grab everything with both hands and tackle the consequences later – whether good or bad. It was a technique Thea admired and envied, but could not replicate however much she wished otherwise.
‘Am I the first?’ Tina wiped her walking boots on the mat, flicking a blonde pigtail over her shoulder as she waved a bottle of prosecco in her friend’s direction.
‘You are.’ Thea nodded towards the alcohol. ‘You’re not optimistic then?’
Laughing, Tina tucked the bottle into the fridge next to the Pinot Thea had already put there. ‘And neither are you by the looks of things.’
‘That’s either to help smooth over the widening cracks between me and the volunteers or to drink in a pathetic bout of self-pity afterwards.’
Tina headed to the nearest cupboard. ‘I’ll get out some glasses.’
Wishing she could borrow some of Tina’s confidence, even if only for half an hour, Thea sighed. ‘All I want is for them to see I haven’t come here to overrule or undermine them. I’m just an extra pair of hands and an onsite pair of eyes to make sure we stay to schedule. I didn’t expect my employment at Mill Grange to be considered as a hostile coup.’
‘I know, but they’ve been here for five years. Until now, there hasn’t been a schedule. The only person they’ve had keeping an occasional eye on things is me, and I only come in once a week for a progress report. Otherwise, it’s been…’
‘Mabel.’
Tina pulled a face. ‘Ever since Mabel was entrusted with a set of manor house keys, she took on the unofficial role of group leader with all the solemnity of someone receiving an OBE from the Queen, which she’ll probably get one day because she is a community whizz and deserves one. But she’s such a dominant person and so good at organising things, that no one’s stopped her.’
‘Or has been brave enough to try?’
‘Quite.’ Tina wrinkled her nose. ‘Right now, she feels her territory has been stamped on.’
‘By me.’ Thea ruffled a hand through her straggly hair. ‘How on earth can I convince Mabel I’m not anti what she’s done or what she’s doing? Honestly, every time I walk into a room with volunteers in, the conversation stops. I feel like I’m trespassing in my own workplace. It’s like one of those Westerns where a cowboy comes into a new town and the whole bar freezes.’
‘It has gone a bit them and us.’ Tina grabbed some paper plates from her bag ready to dish out the cake. ‘It’s because they’ve gone their own way for so long. And, to be fair, done a brilliant job.’
‘More than brilliant. What they’ve achieved is incredible. I keep trying to tell them that, but all I get is polite but sceptical “you are just saying that” smiles.’ Thea shook her head as she considered her pensioner crew of unstoppable scrubbing brushes and beeswax polish. ‘In five years of popping in and out for the odd hour here and there, they’ve cleared the overgrowth from a quarter of the garden, uncovered the dried leat course down to the river, cleaned the original wallpaper and got every bathroom and kitchen fixture working. I think they’re amazing. And I’ve told them so.’
‘But?’
‘But it is going to take a lot more to have the place open to the public on time. I’m hoping that when I tell them the trustees have settled on 4th August as launch day, then they’ll finally understand that we still have a mountain left to climb.’
‘I’m glad the trustees have confirmed a date at last. I was beginning to think my persuasive skills were failing me.’ Tina checked her phone. ‘It’s 4th April today, so that’s four months exactly.’
‘There’s a danger Mabel will think that’s ages away. But it isn’t.’
Tina hugged her friend. ‘Together we’ll convince them, and by the time it’s nine o’clock everyone will understand exactly why you’re here.’
‘Hopefully.’ Thea was less convinced. ‘Or they could walk away. They are volunteers after all.’
‘Tell them the truth. Lay everything the trustees want out in the open. I think you’ve been too nice. Too polite and keen to be friends with them. You’re their boss. It’s time to kick butt and demand respect!’
‘Hence the alcohol and the cake?’
‘Well, it can’t make it any worse, can it?’
The meeting hadn’t started, yet no companionable chatter criss-crossed the table. The lemon cake remained untouched. Mugs of tea and coffee mugs cooled, un-drunk. The alcohol sat unopened. Thea struggled not to squirm as eight sets of eyes rested on her. Only Tina was smiling.
The faces of the volunteers – five women and two men – held an air of awkward patience which declared they’d listen politely, but then they’d carry on as they had before.
With an encouraging nod from Tina, Thea cradled her coffee cup. Taking comfort from its warmth, she broke the uneasy silence.
‘First of all, I’d like to thank you all, not just for coming out this evening, but for everything you’ve achieved at Mill Grange over the past five years.’
Not allowing anyone the chance to comment, Thea ploughed on with a speech she’d been semi-rehearsing on and off since she’d arranged the meeting two days ago. ‘It’s incredible what you’ve done, and—’ seeing a flicker of objection in Mabel’s eyes, Thea hurriedly raised her palm ‘—I don’t mean incredible in a patronising way. You’ve had few resources, a limited budget and no training. Everything you’ve achieved has been for the pure love of it. I have tried to tell you how much I admire your work ethic and how much I can see you all care for Mill Grange…’
‘But?’ Mabel put down the tea mug she’d just lifted up with an exaggerated thump.
‘There is no but.’ Hoping her rising anxiety didn’t show, Thea continued to address the stony faces around the table. ‘Whatever I’ve done to offend you, I’m truly sorry, but we need to work together. We owe it to Mill Grange.’
‘We?’ Mabel’s eyes narrowed. ‘You turn up one day out of the blue, without a word of warning, and take over. How do you think that made us feel?’
‘What?’ Puzzled, Thea turned to Tina, who appeared equally baffled. ‘You didn’t know I was coming to work here?’
Mabel tilted her head to one side, clearly unconvinced that Thea hadn’t been aware she’d been a surprise to them. ‘We did not.’
Tina lowered her coffee cup from her lips. ‘You were sent an email, Mabel. I was copied in on it, so I know it was both sent and received. The chief trustee, Malcolm, fired it off to you personally as he sees you as the volunteers’ spokesperson.’
‘An email.’ Mabel spoke flatly as she looked down at her clenched hands, and Thea guessed that checking her email was something that rarely crossed the old lady’s mind.
Taking the diplomatic path, Thea said, ‘Obviously it can’t have reached you, Mabel. The Internet is hardly reliable here. So, it appears I was thrust upon you without warning. But I promise you, I didn’t know you were unaware of my appointment.’ She looked across to Tina for confirmation. ‘To be honest, I was surprised a representative from the volunteers wasn’t at the interview.’
‘In normal circumstances they might have been. Perhaps because you came so highly recommended, they didn’t see the need this time.’
Thankful that most of the volunteers were beginning to look less hostile, Thea took a sustaining sip of coffee. ‘Maybe we can start again?’
There was a general murmuring of agreement from everyone but Mabel as Thea ploughed on. ‘I can only apologise for the trustees’ lack of consideration. It makes me appreciate how easy you’ve made my job, even more than I did already. Much of what I was led to believe needed doing has been done.’
There was a further sense of the air thawing around the table as Diane, a wiry former schoolteacher sat next to Mabel, confirmed, ‘You honestly didn’t know we hadn’t been told about your forthcoming appointment or arrival?’
‘Not a clue.’ Thea took a further sustaining gulp of coffee. ‘Frankly, if I’d been in your shoes I’d feel severely put out, but the reason for my appointment – or at least the appointment of a manager – is a good one.’
‘Why?’ Mabel’s voice cut across the room, its natural authority grabbing back any wavering allegiance from the group.
‘Why me, or why a manager after all this time?’
‘Both.’
Thea licked her lips. ‘Why me, I can’t answer…’
‘I can.’ Tina leant forward, her slim fingers playing with the stem of a wine glass. ‘Thea got the job because she is well-qualified, has a wide knowledge of history, archaeology and architecture, and most importantly, she knows how to run a heritage site.’ Tina picked up a slice of cake and took a healthy bite, adding through crumby lips, ‘Plus, she’s a fabulous human being who is great with the public.’
Flushing pink and not wanting to leave anyone the chance to comment on this, Thea cut in. ‘As to why now, well, at last the trustees have decided on a date for the opening of Mill Grange. A day on which you can show off all your hard work and the restoration will be declared complete.’
This announcement caused instant muttering of surprise among the volunteers.
‘We will be opening to the public on Sunday 4th August. That gives us a meagre four months to carry on pulling off miracles and do anything and everything we can to get the house ready on time.’
As Thea had feared, Mabel immediately waved away the time issue. ‘That’s an age, child. When you’re as old as I am, you’ll understand how much can be accomplished in a short period if you work as hard as we do.’
Feeling her hackles rising at the implication that she might not pull her weight, but not wanting the meeting to disintegrate just as she was beginning to hope they were making progress, Thea said, ‘Something you have proved already, Mabel. But, at thirty-two, I’m hardly a child. Having co-run a large museum for the past five years, plus various archaeological sites before that, I do have a fair idea of what needs to be done.
‘With that in mind I’ve made a list of the practical things that absolutely have to be sorted by August. That’s aside from things that it would also be nice to do, if possible.’ Thea rested her palms on the table and found herself leaning forward as if addressing delegates at a conference. ‘If we work like stink we have a good chance of not letting the Exmoor Heritage Trust down and more importantly, not letting the people of Upwich down. This is to the advantage of the village after all. That’s where the majority of the woollen mill workers would have lived in the past, and where the local café and pub will be welcoming more custom if we can get visitors flooding in here.’
The suggestion that this was all for the village clamped whatever Mabel was about to say behind pursed lips, as Derek, one of two male volunteers, broke his silence. ‘What you’re saying is that we require more manpower – and womanpower naturally.’
‘Exactly. We could do with at least a dozen more hands on deck.’ Thea gave him a grateful smile. ‘It’s not just the practicalities of getting the manor in shape. It’s the administration, the social media management, the posters, the advertising, the…’
‘Social media?’ Mabel made the phrase sound as if Thea had suggested they started gun-running.
‘It’s not everyone’s cup of tea, I grant you, but it’s an effective, cheap way to spread the word about Mill Grange. You want people to come and appreciate this beautiful place, don’t you?’
There was a murmuring of agreement as Mabel muttered, ‘Well, yes, but I really don’t want to…’
Thea seized her chance. ‘You don’t have to, Mabel. None of you do unless you want to. That’s why I’ve been employed: to do all the tedious jobs that go with running a heritage centre.’
There was a second of silence before Diane said, ‘We ought to make a communal list.’
Thea produced an A4 pad from her bag. It already sported a list so long it made her stomach turn over whenever she saw it. ‘An excellent idea, Diane.’ She pushed the pad into the middle of the table. ‘You’re all welcome to add to this so we can create a mutually agreed plan of what has to be done. However…’ She paused, forcing herself to catch the eye of everyone at the table. ‘It has to be stressed that you are volunteers. Please don’t feel you have to do more than you want to. I’d love everyone here to be part of this, especially as the finishing line is in sight. But no one is obligated to stay the distance apart from myself and Tina.’
Sensing her friend was running out of steam, and that everyone in the room was waiting for Mabel to offer guidance, Tina got to her feet, picked up the prosecco and, without asking if anyone wanted a drink or not, proceeded to dispense the bubbles. ‘I think this calls for a celebration.’
Thea’s eyebrows rose. ‘You do?’
‘Absolutely! We have a dream team here. The best group of volunteers under the sun, including an incredible organiser in the shape of Mabel here; and Derek and Bill can dig, hammer, saw, paint and chop with such skill that they put Titchmarsh and Walsh to shame.’ Tina winked at the two retired craftsmen, as she poured a larger quantity of fizz into their glasses before gesturing to the three women sitting opposite. ‘The dynamic Biggleswaite sisters, Edna, Ethel and Alice, can stitch and clean their way out of any given situation. Not to forget Diane, who has a fantastic eye for what is needed where and when.’
‘Do I?’ Diane blushed as she risked a glance at Mabel, who’d gone uncharacteristically quiet.
‘You most certainly do.’ Tina retrieved another bottle from her bag, and filled Thea’s glass before approaching her own. ‘Everyone here has a skillset which, when combined with everyone else’s, makes the Mill Grange gang a force to be reckoned with.’
Derek laughed. ‘You make us sound like a load of kids instead of a pile of pensioners.’
‘You have the energy of kids and the determination of adults.’ Tina gave him a flirty raise of her perfectly plucked eyebrows. ‘Can you think of a better mix?’
Whether it was Tina’s rousing speech, the alcohol, or a combination of the two, Thea felt the frost lift as everyone but Mabel chatted excitedly about the work ahead over their cake.
Thea, vowing to buy Tina a large G&T and accompanying pub lunch at the Stag and Hound the following day, took a gulp of prosecco. Then, flourishing her pad in the air, she drew all eyes back to her.
‘As you can see, this list is very long, but not impossibly so if we divide up what has to be done. As Derek said, we require more volunteers, but for now, can you give me an idea as to who is currently doing what?’
Mabel sounded wary as she asked, ‘What do you mean?’
‘I mean, if I said cleaning out the inside of the kitchen cupboards was tomorrow’s priority, which of you would want to do that rather than the other jobs which are also in the to-do queue?’
‘Umm…’ Ethel pushed a strand of curly, badly applied blue rinsed hair from her forehead. ‘Well, we get told what to do, and we do it.’
‘Get told?’ Thea frowned. ‘But you’re volunteers, aren’t you?’
An uneasy shuffling around the table confirmed what Thea had already started to suspect. Mabel had been allocating jobs as orders rather than requests.
As no one else had spoken, Thea glossed over the situation. ‘How about I put a list of the most urgent tasks on the notice board in the scullery? If you put your name against what you’d like to do, I’ll do the jobs that are left over.’
Thea glimpsed Mabel out of the corner of her eye. She looked a bit lost and Thea felt a stab of sympathy for the woman. However bossy she was, none of it was ill-intentioned. ‘Mabel, could I take advantage of your knowledge and pick your brains?’
The old lady was openly surprised. ‘You want my help?’
‘Of course. You’ve been doing my job, unpaid and un-thanked for years. Who better to consult with?’
Mabel sat up straight, immediately rallying. ‘Are we agreed that more volunteers are needed if Mill Grange is to be finished on time?’
‘That is a top priority.’ Thea made sure she addressed the whole room, but knew it would be Mabel who replied as she asked, ‘Do you know anyone else who’d like to help?’
‘I do, but it’s a case of knowing people who have the time to help.’
‘Would it be worth spreading the word around the local groups? I understand you’re a leading light in the local WI and a few other societies, Mabel?’
Thea saw Derek holding back a snigger. They all knew Mabel Hastings ran every committee within a ten-mile radius of Upwich.
‘I’ve done that, but I will ask again if you think it’ll help.’ Mabel spoke with the tone of someone who was sure it wouldn’t.
‘How about local radio?’ Tina dabbed at some lemon cake crumbs with her fingertips. ‘If we did an appeal for more help on radio it would reach a wider audience than the usual locals.’
Further murmurs of approval filled the kitchen as a sense of disquiet marched into Thea’s stomach. ‘Who would like to do the appeal? Any volunteers?’
Tina shook her head. ‘You’d have to do it. Makes it sound more official.’
‘Quite right.’ Mabel spoke in unexpected support. ‘Although, wouldn’t television be better? I could get us a slot on the local BBC news show.’
‘How could you do that?’ Thea’s stomach accelerated to full spin cycle.
‘My nephew is a researcher for BBC South West. It’d be no problem. They’re always after local interest stories.’
‘Oh.’
Diane was nodding profusely, keen to make up for her previous defection from Mabel’s party line. ‘That’s a fabulous idea.’
An air of excitement filled the earlier battleground as panic rose in Thea’s gut. The last thing she needed was to be on television. She’d worked so hard to leave no trace of where she’d gone after leaving Bath. If John saw her on the news, all of that effort and sacrifice would have been for nothing.
‘Fabulous idea, Mabel. I think you should do it. You’re the face of our volunteer force after all. You’d be great.’
‘Well, that’s very sweet of you, my dear, but no. As Tina said, you’re the official flag bearer of the Mill Grange project now. And anyway, a job like that requires a younger, prettier face.’
‘Oh. Thank you, Mabel.’
‘Why the long face? That went really well.’ Tina leapt around the kitchen, piling paper plates into the cardboard box that doubled as their recycling bin.
‘They enjoyed your cake.’ Thea dabbed at some sugar-crusted crumbs.
‘Lemon cake has always been my signature dish.’ Plucking a handful of antiseptic wipes from their dispenser, Tina ran them over the table. ‘Can you actually have cake as a signature dish?’
‘I don’t see why not.’ Thea’s hands plunged into the washing up. ‘It was delicious.’
‘Thanks. I learnt to make it before I went to university. Mum swore it would guarantee me friends for life.’
‘Which it did!’ Thea smiled as she remembered Sunday afternoons in Tina’s shared house with fresh cake, coffee and a pile-up of students watching a movie they’d rented from Blockbuster.
Lounging next to the sink, Tina fixed Thea with a searching look. ‘So, why the defeatist expression when you should be celebrating your victory?’
Staring into the water, Thea played an excess of foam between her fingers. ‘I can’t do the television thing. Radio would have been risky enough, but television shows your face.’
‘I believe that is the whole idea of television.’
Sighing, Thea let her hands rest beneath the bubbly surface. ‘Do you remember me telling you about John Sommers?’
Tina frowned. ‘The last bloke you dated? The one who was so upset when you ended it that he moved away?’
‘The very same. Although it turns out he was going away anyway.’
‘What about him?’
‘He moved back to Bath again.’
Tina laid down her drying cloth. ‘You’ve been holding out on me.’
‘It’s more not wanting to bore you with a ridiculous problem.’
‘Go ahead – bore me.’ Tina threw a towel into Thea’s hands and steered her back to the table. ‘John was the one who suddenly landed you with an ideal home/corporate wife life plan, yes?’
‘That’s him.’
‘Why’s he back in Bath?’
‘An old school friend offered him a better job. John turned up out of the blue in February to tell me he’d had a rethink, and that he still thought we should be together, and that he didn’t mind if I kept my job once we were married – although he didn’t say married, but that was the general impression I got.’
‘Turned up?’
‘He found out where I spent my lunchtimes by tracking me on Facebook.’
‘That’s creepy.’ Tina wrinkled her nose. ‘Isn’t it?’
Thea sighed. ‘I know I hurt him, but I honestly had no idea he’d fallen for me good and proper.’
‘Maybe he hasn’t. Maybe he’s just fallen for the idea of you being his wife? No offence meant.’
‘None taken. You could be right.’ Thea picked up her empty wine glass and twirled the stem through her fingers. ‘Either way, for reasons I can’t fathom, John announced he wants us to try again.’
‘Oh hell.’
‘Quite. As far as I was concerned our time together was nothing beyond a fling and a few meals out. John was hardly ever around. He was always off career-building. Then, on what he called our first anniversary – which it sort of was, I suppose – he suddenly told me which schools our children would be going to.’
‘That’s enough to freak anyone out, though I suppose he meant well from his point of view.’
Thea nodded. ‘It was horrible and I hated doing it. I spent ages in the toilet summoning up the courage to tell him, but it would have been cruel to leave him thinking I wanted the same as him. Wouldn’t it?’
‘Of course it would!’ Tina gave a sympathetic smile. ‘But I can’t blame him for falling in love with you.’
‘You know, now I think about it, I reckon you were right before. I doubt John’s ever really loved me, although he might believe he does. I just fitted his image of the perfect “businessman’s wife”. I remember him saying he pictured me “looking great in family photos with two children on my knee.” That was the point at which I made a hasty exit for the bathroom with an excuse of desperately needing to pee, and tried to think how to get the hell out of there in the kindest way possible.’
‘Bloody hell, I thought we were the ones supposed to be stuck in the Victorian past, not him.’ Tina gestured around the antiquated kitchen. ‘No wonder you left him!’
Thea ran her eyes around the kitchen. ‘I hoped I’d be out of reach here.’
Getting up to bolt the kitchen door, Tina said, ‘John found you in Bath, and now you’re worried he’ll come here if he sees you on TV?’
‘It sounds insane, doesn’t it? I’m no one special, and I felt awful for crushing his plans, however unrealistic they were. If he comes here, he might try to win me back again. It’s tiring saying no all the time.’
‘You’re worried you’ll cave in and go out with him again because it’s easier?’
‘No, yes… I don’t know. He’s so good at hitting my guilt-chip.’ Thea shrugged. ‘I don’t understand why he wants me. The man has pride and he’s intelligent. He’s not bad-looking either. He could have anyone he wanted.’
‘But the one thing he wants is resisting him.’ Tina tapped her fingernails against the oak table. ‘Is John used to getting what he wants?’